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"okay... then its not that i dont care, it's that i dont wanna bother myself with thinking about it all... i want to be wasteful and passive adn dwell in my little sick coughing depression bubble"
i smoked... a lot... of pot... this weekend
and.. i caught a cold... got my period... and who nos what else... fucked godzilla or something
im so kinda groggy and bent out of shape today that i convinced myself and my father iw asnt going to school and got like five extra hours of sleep.. played devil may cry woohoo im finally on the second level... i suck. ate... watched saw... which was disappointing and confusing but i concluded that it was a well made movie and shit on ur mom... but thats pretty much it
ohh.. and i filled like half an inch of the bottom of a water bottle with gross spit and plemn
on saturday night we celebrated haleighs birthday and had a little shindig
i know there was other probably more exciting parties going on but all my best friends still made it.. or... well haleighs and mine soo...
darcy got extremely drunk extremely fast and was like rolling in a puddle of haleighs piss singing and flailing her arms and legs around ( shell probly hate me for anouncing this exciting news to everyone but.. its just so damn funny) but it wasnt funny after we finally got her to sleep peacefully and stop drinking urine and hurting herself when she threwup all over my foot and bed and some of it sprayed on max's pants too... aaaaah!!! max!!!!!!! i love max... anywho.. i had a really fun time
malika danced with me which was fun cause no one usually dances with me
i smoked a lot of pot
like.. i developed my whole lifes tolerance over this one weekend
so i have to stop.. or go light.. for a little while
so.. yes. it was haleighs birthday and poor haleigh.. she got tired and it was too noisy in my room so after i figured out she was missing i went searching and guess where i found the dirty bitch
laying drunk and half passed out on my filthy shat-on bathroom floor
so i pulled out the footon or however u spell it and put her to bed
at some point in the night sammy came over... he was really fun company to have around
a bunch of other people came but the genuinely cool ones stayed longer than ten minutes
i dont specifically remember if anyone got naked but at one point in time marty was screaming very loudly because everyone but darcy who was passed ouit was trying to pull off her clothes... and failed... (DAMNIT*)
and beside all this bullshit thats supposed to be considered fun but i know im just being counterproductive by getting down on myself... im really really getting sick of being lonely and hating myself
plus... i hate school and im gonna prolly be more behind now
but... at least i can fuck myself
i smoked... a lot... of pot... this weekend
and.. i caught a cold... got my period... and who nos what else... fucked godzilla or something
im so kinda groggy and bent out of shape today that i convinced myself and my father iw asnt going to school and got like five extra hours of sleep.. played devil may cry woohoo im finally on the second level... i suck. ate... watched saw... which was disappointing and confusing but i concluded that it was a well made movie and shit on ur mom... but thats pretty much it
ohh.. and i filled like half an inch of the bottom of a water bottle with gross spit and plemn
on saturday night we celebrated haleighs birthday and had a little shindig
i know there was other probably more exciting parties going on but all my best friends still made it.. or... well haleighs and mine soo...
darcy got extremely drunk extremely fast and was like rolling in a puddle of haleighs piss singing and flailing her arms and legs around ( shell probly hate me for anouncing this exciting news to everyone but.. its just so damn funny) but it wasnt funny after we finally got her to sleep peacefully and stop drinking urine and hurting herself when she threwup all over my foot and bed and some of it sprayed on max's pants too... aaaaah!!! max!!!!!!! i love max... anywho.. i had a really fun time
malika danced with me which was fun cause no one usually dances with me
i smoked a lot of pot
like.. i developed my whole lifes tolerance over this one weekend
so i have to stop.. or go light.. for a little while
so.. yes. it was haleighs birthday and poor haleigh.. she got tired and it was too noisy in my room so after i figured out she was missing i went searching and guess where i found the dirty bitch
laying drunk and half passed out on my filthy shat-on bathroom floor
so i pulled out the footon or however u spell it and put her to bed
at some point in the night sammy came over... he was really fun company to have around
a bunch of other people came but the genuinely cool ones stayed longer than ten minutes
i dont specifically remember if anyone got naked but at one point in time marty was screaming very loudly because everyone but darcy who was passed ouit was trying to pull off her clothes... and failed... (DAMNIT*)
and beside all this bullshit thats supposed to be considered fun but i know im just being counterproductive by getting down on myself... im really really getting sick of being lonely and hating myself
plus... i hate school and im gonna prolly be more behind now
but... at least i can fuck myself