I musta got lost

Jul 15, 2009 04:15

Saw Kels today, I need to write her letter..... better get crackin'.
Open house in four days. Pumped to get a shit ton of money and then blow it on a Mac. Hahaha.
Lauren and I are friends. She was just worried about me changing too much. She worried about what happened to Damon, where he changed a lot with the Cardigans, Radiohead, Tight Pants, Running, Being slightly more emotional....well, she's worried that I'll change drastically too. I told her, well, yes I will but for the better. I'm going to become me, who I really want to be. She understood.  I love her too much to be mad. I was hoping I'd see her soon anyways.
Alberto's back!
One of the scariest things happened to me when I was loading tables from my mom's to take to Aunt Donna's for the party. I was playing Gameboy (Wrong of Me) waiting for Brett to help when he finds me playing Gameboy. He flips out and starts yelling at me to not be such a lazy piece of shit. I tell him I was merely waiting for him. He tells me that he didn't ask for a rebuttal and he's in a pissy mood blah blah blah. So me being a smart ass says, "Ok Margie." as I walk into the garrage. He follows me and says he has no problem "Kicking my ass" to which I respond with "Ok" sarcastically. He throws his hat off and shoves me against the wall and gets in my face. I was scarred. Not that he was going to fight me, but that he's becoming my mom. I swear, sometimes he needs to drink to be happy. He gets so pissy so easily. I just hope he doesn't have a very bad anger problem.
Coming closer to realizations that, yes, in fact I must grow up.  Still contemplating getting my lip pierced. I think I'm going to do it.
"Lay Me down in sheets of Linnen. You had a busy day today."
I have a problem with capitalization. Random words become capitalized. Odd.
I know, I'm being franitc but I'm just merely writing down thoughts as they come.
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