..please dont hurt me again.
wow so havn't updated in forever, or what feels like forever. im so truely sorry. so for the past 2 weeks i havnt had internet at home, and i've been busy with other things and getting my hopes up on what i thought was the best thing that could ever happen to ME...........
so he* really hurt me, and i can't really get him out of my head, as hard as i can try i stil end up thinking about him, hes like a fucking disease.. well yeah, so he kinda tore me up in a thousand peices, i swear everything was so perfect, i knew it was too perfect- i knew something was wrong tho.. and i was right ..it was just wayy tooo good to be true. i almost had him, but i guess that doesn't cut it.. yeah i miss talking to him ..late night convos till 4 am <3.. oh well gotta move on right? well im trying.. so far so good.
so yeah anyways... there isn't very much to say. omgsh ..last night i was jumping around my house cause i was really really happy, and i jumped onto a tac and it went right into my heel, like the whole thing was in there ..it hurt soo effing bad, i was almost in tears, and today i couldn't walk on my heel at all, so i was limping, and i almost fell down the stairs at school.. but oh well its doing better still hurts tho.
right so me and olivia decided that i can't eat hot dogs or Mcflurrys and she can't eat spaghetti because whenever we eat anyof those things we make a large mess on our clothing and face! but its all fun, we still eat it and get all dirty. meh oh well..
yeah so no school tomorrow.. score. olivia is coming over and we are going to have lotsa fun, i cant handle her we just have way to much damn fun!! she came over tonight after school, and we went up to 7-11, met up with kevin then sandra came too then we walked over to Herman and watched the girls soccer game!! wo0t go st joes!!! St.Joes 3? and Herman 0? we kick ass. then on saturday i think me and olivia are going to jennys.. SWEET SIXTEEN!!! i love jenny, i miss her tons. and on sunday im hanging out with fajer * aw cute. * we are going to watch Exorcist: The Beginnings, so scared for that!!.. but yeah anywhoo.....
im out.
love you bitches.
-- and i know, i won't cry tonight cause somebodys out there waiting for me <3