you can cry all you want to i dont care how much you invest yourself in me
its been a while since i lived life by the seat of my pants. or that i was able to. this weekend was long overdue.
i slept in way late yesterday then colored my hair. again. still havent cut it tho. then i got up and showered and all and me and karina set to flee out into the night. they went to go see constantine. i was too wired to sit down for 2 hours. so me and miss lauren may hung out. went to the skatepark and hung around and took some pictures. and saw ryans ass. A LOT. haha. the boy is shameless, enough said. there was a show at wired that we went to. good times. everybody and thier goddamn momma was there. david called when he got off and told me he was heading up to waffle house and i tell him well meet him up ther in a bit. but i was super hungry so i left before everyone else. i met him and scott up there. (i have to say david is much more tolerable when hes w/scott compared to when he was up matts ass all the time. then kristy and shea showed up. but all the other people who said they were going wound up being douchebags and not showing up. then it was like the wrath of rehobeth came over wafflehouse. in walks chasi, jonathan roque, jesse, zac and brandy scurlock. and hans. then ashton and brandon. then chris, bear and anthony.. and that one kid who has half a finger. that whole side was nothing but a bunch of rehobeth kids playing musical chairs for 2 hours. lots of cameras flashing and the exchange of numbers followed by "we have to do this again sometime"s. i think david broke my camera. bastard. zac seems to be doing good despite all the shit hes been thru here lately. hes lost alot of weight tho. we all went over to davids and stayed. zach was supposed to show up and drink w/ us but he didnt. he was already trashed anyway. so we watched a james belushi movie and i passed out when the infomercials took over. he had to be at work early this morning. so im running on 2 hours or so of sleep. i came home and me mom and karina went to go to cracker barrel. that was good times. then to the mall for a bit. i went to the theatre to go get my w2 but he had already sent it back. i still need to round them up from mcallisers and po folks too.
its the first time since i was 14 that ive been unemployeed. and im going nuts. theres a daycare in taylor that hiring. im gonna go by there tommorow. perish the thought. i have to figure out something if im going to stick around thats for sure. karinas mom had a chat w/ me yesterday and i felt alot better. she said no matter what its i have somewhere to go, and she never wanted me to say i was homeless again. and shed help me anyway she could. that woman is so awesome. i dont know why there so good to me, but they are.
to bad it rained all day. i really wanted to play football.
i had to redo everything on aol. so now, my new sn is coldhardcole85
and my new email address is coldhardcole85@aol.com. i lost eveyones sn in the process, so get back to me w/ yours just in case i cant remember it.
guess thats all for now. i need a nap. toodles.
i slept in way late yesterday then colored my hair. again. still havent cut it tho. then i got up and showered and all and me and karina set to flee out into the night. they went to go see constantine. i was too wired to sit down for 2 hours. so me and miss lauren may hung out. went to the skatepark and hung around and took some pictures. and saw ryans ass. A LOT. haha. the boy is shameless, enough said. there was a show at wired that we went to. good times. everybody and thier goddamn momma was there. david called when he got off and told me he was heading up to waffle house and i tell him well meet him up ther in a bit. but i was super hungry so i left before everyone else. i met him and scott up there. (i have to say david is much more tolerable when hes w/scott compared to when he was up matts ass all the time. then kristy and shea showed up. but all the other people who said they were going wound up being douchebags and not showing up. then it was like the wrath of rehobeth came over wafflehouse. in walks chasi, jonathan roque, jesse, zac and brandy scurlock. and hans. then ashton and brandon. then chris, bear and anthony.. and that one kid who has half a finger. that whole side was nothing but a bunch of rehobeth kids playing musical chairs for 2 hours. lots of cameras flashing and the exchange of numbers followed by "we have to do this again sometime"s. i think david broke my camera. bastard. zac seems to be doing good despite all the shit hes been thru here lately. hes lost alot of weight tho. we all went over to davids and stayed. zach was supposed to show up and drink w/ us but he didnt. he was already trashed anyway. so we watched a james belushi movie and i passed out when the infomercials took over. he had to be at work early this morning. so im running on 2 hours or so of sleep. i came home and me mom and karina went to go to cracker barrel. that was good times. then to the mall for a bit. i went to the theatre to go get my w2 but he had already sent it back. i still need to round them up from mcallisers and po folks too.
its the first time since i was 14 that ive been unemployeed. and im going nuts. theres a daycare in taylor that hiring. im gonna go by there tommorow. perish the thought. i have to figure out something if im going to stick around thats for sure. karinas mom had a chat w/ me yesterday and i felt alot better. she said no matter what its i have somewhere to go, and she never wanted me to say i was homeless again. and shed help me anyway she could. that woman is so awesome. i dont know why there so good to me, but they are.
to bad it rained all day. i really wanted to play football.
i had to redo everything on aol. so now, my new sn is coldhardcole85
and my new email address is coldhardcole85@aol.com. i lost eveyones sn in the process, so get back to me w/ yours just in case i cant remember it.
guess thats all for now. i need a nap. toodles.