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mmm so yes, long time. 5 months? something like that. so - mmkay, im not sure what to say on here anymore.
im sitting in religion class, and im bored out of my mind. im tired, anxious, and i really have to pee. really bad.
doug's coming over tonight. i hope everything goes well. im not going to to lie and say that i dont want to break up with him. i love him so much, its an incredible feeling. but sometimes, i dunno.... there isn't anything going on and i just want to be single again. there is a sense of freedom with being single, and once you find a significant other, you sort of become reserved and locked down. meh. but yes, i would love to stay with him longer.
elise gave me a picture of CCls XC race. thanks elise. my time was 21:37. not too bad of a race. i beasted it. i wish i could run like that again. i dunno. i've been slacking off lately. but i have been doing tons of core trainging and leg workouts. everyday i throw down a 12 minute workout, sometimes twice. im still not sure if i want to run track. i still think about lacrosse a lot. being faster is my goal. cross country in college is my goal. so - im not sure.
exxams offically suck. i hate this week.
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