Life Lessons Suck
You're a poison that runs through my veins
You corrupt everything I see
Everything I do, everything I touch
The ecstasy of seeing you is my misery
It's a pain I endure every day
From waking moment to slumbers silent dreams
And I don't think I can keep living this way
Learning life lessons isn't fun anymore, not that they were in the first place, but now they just suck. Dad's in the Middle East right now, doing who the hell knows what. Mom's happy to have Shannon and I home for Christmas. Looks like I'm not going to stay at LC next year, I'm gonna try to go to Virginia Tech to do Corps of Cadets, I just can't quit the military lifestyle, it's to big a part of who I am. So it's goodbye to LC hello to VT, but my grades this semester weren't as stellar as I thought so I'm gonna have to work my ass off to have them good enough for tech. Nobody seems to realize just how serious I am about this move, the military WAS my life for all of high school, and I quit it cold turkey in college. Now I'm going back so I can have that stability again, and other factors about it that I miss. I'm still reconnecting with all my friends here over break since I have a month till I go back to LC. I'm going back as a Sophomore though which is pretty cool, so I get to have my car which I love. But I need to go to sleep, it's been a long past three days, not three of my favorite days. Actually I think I'd just like to forget that they ever happened.........if only I could......
You corrupt everything I see
Everything I do, everything I touch
The ecstasy of seeing you is my misery
It's a pain I endure every day
From waking moment to slumbers silent dreams
And I don't think I can keep living this way
Learning life lessons isn't fun anymore, not that they were in the first place, but now they just suck. Dad's in the Middle East right now, doing who the hell knows what. Mom's happy to have Shannon and I home for Christmas. Looks like I'm not going to stay at LC next year, I'm gonna try to go to Virginia Tech to do Corps of Cadets, I just can't quit the military lifestyle, it's to big a part of who I am. So it's goodbye to LC hello to VT, but my grades this semester weren't as stellar as I thought so I'm gonna have to work my ass off to have them good enough for tech. Nobody seems to realize just how serious I am about this move, the military WAS my life for all of high school, and I quit it cold turkey in college. Now I'm going back so I can have that stability again, and other factors about it that I miss. I'm still reconnecting with all my friends here over break since I have a month till I go back to LC. I'm going back as a Sophomore though which is pretty cool, so I get to have my car which I love. But I need to go to sleep, it's been a long past three days, not three of my favorite days. Actually I think I'd just like to forget that they ever happened.........if only I could......