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[coldfender]

well had an ok birthday party. It would have been awsome if i wasnt so paraniod. i dont like it. i wish i could forget or sotmhing. id wish i wasnt waiting. bad feeling its for nothing. but good thing im an opimist and look to cory and topenga for hope. lol. that show is perfect. i wanted to be cory so much when i use to watch them. i wanted a life like his. His was perfect, had everything he needed. and i just want that storybook ending so bad. when somthing happens, somthing is siad, that just makes u feel so relified inside.

sorry courtney for picking on u today. I went to far. ill admit. and ill try to stop calling u whore. but if i do dont get pissed its just habbit.