I'm exposing you for the whore that you are
You looked into my eyes, swore on my life and our relationship that nothing happened between you and Hali. Like the fucking retard i am, i believed you, even though i had no reason to. MY FRIENDS WERE RIGHT ABOUT YOU! Don't call me, dont come to see me, dont even ever fucking think of me again. I'm not giving you a chance to lie to me any fucking more. Ive wasted over a year of my life with you...and thats exactly what it was. You made me feel so FUCKING gulty about KISSING ryann when u fucked her...I KNEW YOU WERE LYING...i just didnt want to believe it. You can go fuck yourself, or have someone else do it, cuz i'm not anymore. I would have been better off staying with mike! Have a nice life without me. You're shit to me now, im not letting this go on any longer. Good luck finding anybody else who will put up with the shit you put me through. I HATE YOU! And you know that girl amanda...she does want me, but i wasnt gonna have anything to do with her. But now guess what im doing tonight....or who i'm doing! This was your last chance....
Thanks to you I will never trust anyone ever again! i Hope your satisfied...you would always tell me that I didnt know how much you loved me...you were right...you didnt at all! If you did you wouldnt have done it, or you would have at least been honest. If you were honest, you might of had a chance...but not now, not ever again. But I guess I'm to blame to...i believed all that god damn shit that fell out of your mouth. Well, at least i pretended I did. I'm done with this, i'm done with you.
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Oct. 27th, 2004 12:36PM
I feel horrible for whats going on inside me, but there is no way i can, or want to, help it... im having some feelings... SEX... thats it.
theres this girl. she is so pretty and sweet. i dont want a relationship, no way. not because of her, but because i have all i want in Raye. but this girl, she is so freakin hot, and i think, just maybe, she might want me too. thats all it would be is sex. nothing more, because we are both "involved". i can handle guilt, i already am.
she should know who she is...
the only one i cared about, ever, before Raye....
I want you and you better know it.....
dont be shy...
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Dec. 21st, 2004 4:37PM
i hate that i dwell. I hate it. but what the fuck else do you expect of me? right now, im not in the best of moods, as it fucking is, but some people cant stand the tiny bit of happiness i may have.
You are.... i dont even know what you are, but it drives me crazy in so many ways. You make me think i want you, like i ever want to feel that way again: that fucking obsession.
But, you make me hate you, and want to hurt anyone if it means hurting you.
if you didnt want to see me you shouldnt have opened your eyes
if you didnt want to hear, you shouldve turn it up louder
AND IF YOU DIDNT WANT ME TO FUCK YOU, YOU SHOULDNT HAVE SPREAD YOUR LEGS
Thanks to you I will never trust anyone ever again! i Hope your satisfied...you would always tell me that I didnt know how much you loved me...you were right...you didnt at all! If you did you wouldnt have done it, or you would have at least been honest. If you were honest, you might of had a chance...but not now, not ever again. But I guess I'm to blame to...i believed all that god damn shit that fell out of your mouth. Well, at least i pretended I did. I'm done with this, i'm done with you.
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THESE ARE YOUR SECRET POSTS:
Oct. 27th, 2004 12:36PM
I feel horrible for whats going on inside me, but there is no way i can, or want to, help it... im having some feelings... SEX... thats it.
theres this girl. she is so pretty and sweet. i dont want a relationship, no way. not because of her, but because i have all i want in Raye. but this girl, she is so freakin hot, and i think, just maybe, she might want me too. thats all it would be is sex. nothing more, because we are both "involved". i can handle guilt, i already am.
she should know who she is...
the only one i cared about, ever, before Raye....
I want you and you better know it.....
dont be shy...
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Dec. 21st, 2004 4:37PM
i hate that i dwell. I hate it. but what the fuck else do you expect of me? right now, im not in the best of moods, as it fucking is, but some people cant stand the tiny bit of happiness i may have.
You are.... i dont even know what you are, but it drives me crazy in so many ways. You make me think i want you, like i ever want to feel that way again: that fucking obsession.
But, you make me hate you, and want to hurt anyone if it means hurting you.
if you didnt want to see me you shouldnt have opened your eyes
if you didnt want to hear, you shouldve turn it up louder
AND IF YOU DIDNT WANT ME TO FUCK YOU, YOU SHOULDNT HAVE SPREAD YOUR LEGS