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I really want to believe, but I don't. But I love and need so i pretend, but it's hard. I'm Not gonna leave, I promised...and i mean it. But go easy, it will take time. I cant stop picturing it, and it hurts. As much it's denied, I know. There's nothing to say, I will always know. However, i cant turn away, and i dont want to. My life and my heart belongs, and we both know it. But I will keep pretending, it's easier that way. But just know, that i know. It doesnt make sensce any other way, I'm not a fool. No matter what they say, I'm smarter then that. But I love, and i need, so i will pretend...forever!