My comment to LorYn basically sums everything up...
LorYn, I can't fucking do this anymore. I seriously need you back right now. I can't put up with any of Magda's bullshit bitchy-ness anymore, I can't STAND HER. You're gone and you're not coming back to see me. You're leaving for Florida. And I had to hear that from Rhiannon. Magda talks to Beau and Beau told her that you're not coming back, that you're going to Florida after you get out. Magda doesn't even fucking think to tell me, HER SUPPOSED BEST FRIEND, before she tells Rhiannon, somebody that she claims to hate. I have no real friends left around me anymore. I can't stand being without you, please please call me, I need to hear your voice, I need to know that you're fucking alive. I'm having the worst time of my life right now. Not to mention I have no clue what I'm going to do after high school and all that any authority is telling me is that I need to get my act together and decide RIGHT NOW what it is that I'm going to do with the rest of my life. I'm completely lost without you. I need you to come over so we can watch Anchorman like we used to and say all the words because we've watched it so much. We need to go to your house and play MarioKart so you can kick my ass and I can fall off that fucking Rainbow level because I LOVE FALLING, FALLING'S MY FAVORITE. I don't ever get to see Gabby, I have no friends LorYn, I NEED YOU! I miss you so much, it's fucking killing me. I've been clean for 31 days, I don't have any way to take the edge off of things anymore and my life is shooting me in the fucking chest over and over again. I need to hear your voice, please call me, I'm so lost without you.