does it make me a bad(sorryfortherant)
person if i can never forgive my stepdad
for everythings he's done?
Ive been raised by my mom and her religion
im not saying im against her religion,there's just
somethings i dont agree with it
as far as the whole forgive and forget shindig
i cant do that.forget things,yeah right,when it comes
to my fuckin life i cant forget shiiit
or forgive someone who my whole life has been
nothing great to me and made shiiit tough.
parts of my childhood were lost that ill never fuckin get back
and having to grow up faster than most kids
isnt the funnest eitherrr.and im supposed to forgive him for that?
im sorry,no.i could never forgive someone who did that,ever.
sometimes when i think about it i feel horrible that id never be able to
forgive him,only because the whole forgive and forget thing
but i cant trust a person like that.i see the way he is,and everything
he does is just unforgiveable,and i know my mom doesnt understand where im coming
from,or at least she doesnt try to understand.does it make me cold hearted
that i cant forgive him?if it does,i honestly cant care.
he's been around like my whole life,and not once did he act like a father,
im 18 now,do you really think i need a father now?i know whats he's like,i can see right
through that motherfucker,and ill never respect him,i dont care if he's the only one
supporting this household,he's still nto my father and never will be
he doesnt even act like a dad to his own fuckin daughter,how does he expect
to gain respect from anyone of us?
but the thing is,my brother forgave him.so why cant i?
well,because there's just things you cant fix.its happened
and nothing,not even an apology is goin to change that.
my stepdad still acts the same way he did when i was younger,itd be pointless to forgive
him if he hasnt changed one bit,oh wait,he's a born again christian now
because ya know,that really changed his assholiness
fuckthatfucker
for everythings he's done?
Ive been raised by my mom and her religion
im not saying im against her religion,there's just
somethings i dont agree with it
as far as the whole forgive and forget shindig
i cant do that.forget things,yeah right,when it comes
to my fuckin life i cant forget shiiit
or forgive someone who my whole life has been
nothing great to me and made shiiit tough.
parts of my childhood were lost that ill never fuckin get back
and having to grow up faster than most kids
isnt the funnest eitherrr.and im supposed to forgive him for that?
im sorry,no.i could never forgive someone who did that,ever.
sometimes when i think about it i feel horrible that id never be able to
forgive him,only because the whole forgive and forget thing
but i cant trust a person like that.i see the way he is,and everything
he does is just unforgiveable,and i know my mom doesnt understand where im coming
from,or at least she doesnt try to understand.does it make me cold hearted
that i cant forgive him?if it does,i honestly cant care.
he's been around like my whole life,and not once did he act like a father,
im 18 now,do you really think i need a father now?i know whats he's like,i can see right
through that motherfucker,and ill never respect him,i dont care if he's the only one
supporting this household,he's still nto my father and never will be
he doesnt even act like a dad to his own fuckin daughter,how does he expect
to gain respect from anyone of us?
but the thing is,my brother forgave him.so why cant i?
well,because there's just things you cant fix.its happened
and nothing,not even an apology is goin to change that.
my stepdad still acts the same way he did when i was younger,itd be pointless to forgive
him if he hasnt changed one bit,oh wait,he's a born again christian now
because ya know,that really changed his assholiness
fuckthatfucker