Feb 20, 2005 00:27
ARGHHHH! I'm kinda bummed out. Aj's leaving on Monday morning at 7... I dont want him to go. When hes gone, I feel like I have almost no one. A lot of friends have kinda been turning their backs on me and Im so confused about whos real and who isnt. I dunno, Im starting not to care. I mean, I care that people lie, cheat, backstab and just plain out suck, but I dont care that I might lose friends. In a year and a half, I wont be here anymore... The true friends I have will stick with me and the false friends will go away. I dunno what Im trying to say, Jamie Covert just confused me in a convo... Shes one confusing gal! Ha ha, she makes me dizzy... Teeheehee! But anywho, yeah...
I just had an amazing night with Aj. We had out emo moments, and then I ate ice cream!!! I was sad, so he gave me ice cream because I always get happy from ice cream... I love Aj with everything in my heart... Im so sleepy right now... GAH!
OK, UPDATE...
Every day after school... Hang out...
Thursday night- Picked me up with Nick from school... Aj and I went to see Hide And Seek.
Friday- Shopping, shower, Burger King, Old Town (SAW KISH), Downtown Disney
Saturday- Shopping, movie (CONSTANTINE), hung out at his place...
Sunday... is tomorrow... His last day... Oh dear, now Im all emo... Leave one! <333