The sky has this rainbow, only tonight.
Last night, my left eye was infected. It was in a painful blood-shot red colour and I could barely focus with the sticky tear-like substance in my eye. Thankfully when I awoke to a new day this morning it was much better. It was great to be at work again, I feel so attached to P.Osh and sometimes they make me feel like quitting my studies (But of course not). And of course the regular customers which made my day.
Sometimes I really do think I'm the laziest motherfucker on the planet. I am so lazy to touch on my projects, to do my research, to map out an essay, to practice C Maths, to go out, to message people... It is not as if I am running out of time and I haven't been bothered for at least the last two weeks, maybe bits here and there, but it's time for me to get my ass going. The effort of waking up every morning and lugging my lazy self to school, to sit in tutorials and lectures and feeling like shit... And my mum's away tonight - No one to nag me to sleep, no one to wake me up the next morning, no one to ask me abt my weight, no one to come in to my room and check at me to see if I'm okay. I miss my mum, even if it's for just one day. It is always in the early morning we feel the weakest, maybe because we tend to think too much when our brains are less occupied with work. Maybe this is the reason for heartbreaks, where all the I miss you, I need you, I love you comes in.
Sometimes I really do think I'm the laziest motherfucker on the planet. I am so lazy to touch on my projects, to do my research, to map out an essay, to practice C Maths, to go out, to message people... It is not as if I am running out of time and I haven't been bothered for at least the last two weeks, maybe bits here and there, but it's time for me to get my ass going. The effort of waking up every morning and lugging my lazy self to school, to sit in tutorials and lectures and feeling like shit... And my mum's away tonight - No one to nag me to sleep, no one to wake me up the next morning, no one to ask me abt my weight, no one to come in to my room and check at me to see if I'm okay. I miss my mum, even if it's for just one day. It is always in the early morning we feel the weakest, maybe because we tend to think too much when our brains are less occupied with work. Maybe this is the reason for heartbreaks, where all the I miss you, I need you, I love you comes in.