Oct 04, 2004 19:44
okay today was a typical monday..long and boring. but for some reason i was extremly tired. i guess it was because last nite i couldent go to sleep cuz all these good movies were comin on. i slept in just about everyone of my clases, which isent good because im on the verge of failing each one of them. i really need to stop slacking off and start doing the work or im gonna end up in 9th grade again..
anywho, im pretty sure im finally moving on. i was so attached but if i think about it i dont know how i was THAT attached. so thats good. but yea i wish i could change as a person ya kno? but its some what hard...and i want to find someone new but i dunno, its crazy...but yea me and her are at a weird point right now i have no idea whats gonna happen..but i feel really lonely for various reasons. i need a girlfriend or friends for that matter...
man i miss bein in a band but noone knows how to play anything..well they do but they suck.. i miss playin at shows and stuff. that would be so cool to be in like a serious band again who played shows and what not. dude i found out halloween is on a sunday this year. that blows. but we have a 4 day weekend this week which is cool and me lauren, presli and wyatt are possibly going camping and thats gonna be awesomely fun. i just hope this week goes by fast. so yeah, i wish i could stop being so emo all the time its getting innoying, so im gonna go listen to some less than jake because their cheerfull and i havent listend to not emotional music in a shit long time. anywho im tired of typin so adios.... and leave a comment if ya want.