forget what you know.
so yea this past week sucked. because of school and what not. ive been kinda of a real mess lately cuz lauren and me got back together again which was really cool... but after a week or so she broke up with me.
i just feel real empty inside. im there but im not there. i cant really sleep or think about anything, but ive been threw this before and its not any differnt this time around.and i dunno i just feel real lonley. i miss having that someone...
but yea this last week i only got about 3 hours of sleep everynite. i just sit around being blank... yall are probbly thinkin wow hes makin a big deal out of this. its not like i can help it or anything. its just iuno. ive been tryin to start over, create a new. but its not really working.
so yea my parents went to louisianna this weekend to gamble and stuff. so me and my sis are here at home. so today my sister took me home from school. me and her have been cooler lately. shes not such a bitch anymore. but yea. then today i sat around doin nothin. i really wanted to see lauren today but i guess not. so yeah, tate and some other ppl came over and we were gonna drink but iuno i dident really feel like it. its kinda pointless anyways. so after everyone left i decided to make this live journal thing. its kninda cool just to write about stuff.
so yea ive been like real musical lately. ive been listenin to differnt bands and writin stuff on guitar, then putin drums to it. i really miss being in a band. it was so cool along time ago. i had a band (that sucked) but it was still rad cuz of the shows and stuff, and then i was going out with lauren and everything just seemed so right. but you never kno how good you have it till its gone.
but yea i appreciate everyone whos telling me there their to talk too. it feels good to know that people care. so yea im gonna go do somethin.
o and make a note or comment or whatever if u want. id appreciate it.
catch ya on the flip side.
i just feel real empty inside. im there but im not there. i cant really sleep or think about anything, but ive been threw this before and its not any differnt this time around.and i dunno i just feel real lonley. i miss having that someone...
but yea this last week i only got about 3 hours of sleep everynite. i just sit around being blank... yall are probbly thinkin wow hes makin a big deal out of this. its not like i can help it or anything. its just iuno. ive been tryin to start over, create a new. but its not really working.
so yea my parents went to louisianna this weekend to gamble and stuff. so me and my sis are here at home. so today my sister took me home from school. me and her have been cooler lately. shes not such a bitch anymore. but yea. then today i sat around doin nothin. i really wanted to see lauren today but i guess not. so yeah, tate and some other ppl came over and we were gonna drink but iuno i dident really feel like it. its kinda pointless anyways. so after everyone left i decided to make this live journal thing. its kninda cool just to write about stuff.
so yea ive been like real musical lately. ive been listenin to differnt bands and writin stuff on guitar, then putin drums to it. i really miss being in a band. it was so cool along time ago. i had a band (that sucked) but it was still rad cuz of the shows and stuff, and then i was going out with lauren and everything just seemed so right. but you never kno how good you have it till its gone.
but yea i appreciate everyone whos telling me there their to talk too. it feels good to know that people care. so yea im gonna go do somethin.
o and make a note or comment or whatever if u want. id appreciate it.
catch ya on the flip side.