Awesome Monologue

Jan 19, 2005 20:51

I found this monologue... read it... its so awesome!

It isn’t supposed to be this way. You are the guy so you are supposed to come to me. You are supposed to walk up to my door and confess your undying love for me. You are supposed to try and convince me that I am the only one for you. I am supposed to be with someone else having the time of my life, and then realize that the time of my life isn’t what I really want. I’m supposed to wake up one day and realize that you are the one that I want. I want to work to make us work. However those aren’t the cards that were dealt to us. So unfortunately, I have to do what you are supposed to do. I have to confess my love first in hopes to win you over. In other words, I have to be the guy.
I know that we never get along. There are moments when we even want to kill each other. We disagree on just about everything. Every little detail about everything causes us to butt heads. But then there are the moments when all we see is each other. When all we want to do is stay up all night long and talk so we can know every possible detail that there is to know about each other. The moments when a simple stare would cause me to loose my breath, are the moments that I know I am supposed to be with you. I know that deep down you know all of this is true.
I understand that right now you are happy and in bliss. I understand that right now, it’s not me causing your bliss and as much as that kills me, I have come to accept that. I’ve accepted that only for the very reason that I know you will come back to me. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, heck maybe not even in a year, but one day you will realize that we were specialized for each other. Soul mates are soul mates now or in thirty years from now. I know this for a fact so all I can simply do is wait.
It has taken a lot of time and patience to come to all of these conclusions. If you only knew all of the grief that I have gone through to get to this point. But now I have a peace and I know that in good time, everything really will be ok. Everything will work out how it is supposed to. I wait for you to come back to me. I wait for the day that we can stare at each other again like there is no one else existent. I wait for the day when all of our feelings can be expressed aloud and we will no longer have to hide behind out guards. For you, I wait.
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