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Today was the first day of school, I was actually kind of looking foward to it to get my mind off of everything going on.
It was fraley decent. But my bad mood kind of screwed the day over. I try so hard to be happy and pleasent. but I hate how People lable so much and how 'it's so cool to be punk' I know everyone takes their style from others, but you can still have you own style and so long as you feel comfortable in it. I hope that made scense. I'm so bad at explaining how I'm thinking or what's on my mind.
My classes seem pretty nice. I'm so shy though in the one where I have no idea who anyone is. Cory is in Photography with me and my hate for him is so fucking strong right now after What Rara told me. I hate guys like him.
I'm so upset that I didn't get to see Rachel at all today. Girrrr. I guess I have a reason to get there early now heh because I have to see Rachel!
I've realized I don't welcome change too much. So many things have changed and just having the school get fixed up and the new classes, I'm having trouble exepting it. Don't ask me why!
My goal is to Graduate early. I'm most likley going to take summer school this next summer. If I can't graduate early, at least I can take a lot of the work load off my senior year.
Jo ann fabrics called me back about my application. It sounded good untill she asked me if I could sew. I can but I don't know a lot about it. And so I have to know how to sew to work at the fabric store. I could have stolked or worked at the cashier thing. So poop on that! I'm never going to find another job.
Where I work now, they are looking for more station captins, so if anyone is intrested in working every Saturday at the journal place tell meee.
It was fraley decent. But my bad mood kind of screwed the day over. I try so hard to be happy and pleasent. but I hate how People lable so much and how 'it's so cool to be punk' I know everyone takes their style from others, but you can still have you own style and so long as you feel comfortable in it. I hope that made scense. I'm so bad at explaining how I'm thinking or what's on my mind.
My classes seem pretty nice. I'm so shy though in the one where I have no idea who anyone is. Cory is in Photography with me and my hate for him is so fucking strong right now after What Rara told me. I hate guys like him.
I'm so upset that I didn't get to see Rachel at all today. Girrrr. I guess I have a reason to get there early now heh because I have to see Rachel!
I've realized I don't welcome change too much. So many things have changed and just having the school get fixed up and the new classes, I'm having trouble exepting it. Don't ask me why!
My goal is to Graduate early. I'm most likley going to take summer school this next summer. If I can't graduate early, at least I can take a lot of the work load off my senior year.
Jo ann fabrics called me back about my application. It sounded good untill she asked me if I could sew. I can but I don't know a lot about it. And so I have to know how to sew to work at the fabric store. I could have stolked or worked at the cashier thing. So poop on that! I'm never going to find another job.
Where I work now, they are looking for more station captins, so if anyone is intrested in working every Saturday at the journal place tell meee.