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It's been a while I know.....that's the way it goes from now on. I started work last Monday and it was horrible. On Tuesday and Wednesday I was in a classroom with 18 children ranging in age from 4-12 and I wanted to shoot myself by the end of the day. Thursday I was going all over the place replacing teachers and I wound up staying there for nine hours without a break. This job is nothing like the one I had before and nothing like the things I was taught so guess what I said fuck them and called them this morning and said that I quit. My dad told me last week that I needed to quit because it's never good to go to work not wanting to go and then coming home crying. On top of all that I've been sick since about last Wednesday and I hate doctors so I've been waiting this one out. It got pretty bad though this weekend I was in the bed all Sunday. Chris was the best though...he got in from work and cooked dinner for us and brought it over. He also surprised me with some roses and a card...that was the sweetest thing ever and made me feel better. Anyways, I'm going to apply at Publix today and hopefully I will get a job there. Wish me luck!