I was feeling as small as a drop in the ocean...
Considering going Friends Only. And then doing a series of cuts. Thoughts?
In the meantime, I'm back in the great state of NY, but for a limited time only, so gobble up all the localised Kaitlyn you can get, while you can get it--half of this break is being spent at work (38 hr week this week, not bad for a part-timer...)
And strange as it may seem, i miss my BU lovies. And alex. Hoping that will diminish as i get into the swing of things with the home crowd.
To kill a little time tonight, before dinner (oh, how i love when my mother cooks chicken):
(from keri mee)
L A S T P E R S O N T H A T
1. Slept in your bed: other than me? alex.
2. Saw you cry: i dont remember
3. Made you cry: rwanda
4. Went to the movies with you: lc $$ and girnasty
5. You went to the mall with: probably my family, thanksgiving
7. You went to dinner with: lc
9. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it: meagan
10. Broke your heart: christopher?
11. Made you laugh: meagan
12. Bought you something: alex
W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R
1. pierce your nose or tongue? idk
2. be serious or be funny? funny
3. drink whole or skim milk? whole
4. die in a fire or drown? Drown.
5. spend time with your parents or go down on someone? well that depends. Who is it?
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A R E Y O U
1. simple or complicated? fucked up
2. Gay? a little bit
3. Honest? so much so it's often mistaken for "bitch"
DO YOU PREFER
1. flowers or angels? they have nothing to do with each other
2. gray or black? black. gray is a half-assed mess
3. Color or Black and white photos of people: people? colour
4. lust or love? haha, no comment
5. sunrise or sunset? sunrise
6. M&Ms or Skittles? skittles
7. rap or rock? rock
8. staying up late or waking up early? staying up
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. do you like someone? yes.
2. do they know? probably
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DO YOU PREFER
1. being hot or cold? cold
2. sun or moon? moon
3. Winter or Fall? fall
4. left or right? left
5. having 10 acquaintances who will have sex with you or having 2 best friends? 2 best friends would be sweet
6. sun or rain? rain
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla
8. boys or girls? when?
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ABOUT YOU
What time is it? 6:50pm. not that that has anything to do with me
Name? kaitlyn
Nickname(s)? kait, karol, karol mccann, k-mcnastydubs, mcdubs, domestic goddess
WHAT DO YOU WANT?
Where do you want to live? new york
How many kids do you want? none, at least not for a few more years, please
What kind of job do you want? paperback writer
Do you want to get married? i don't know. my family's pretty good at fucking their lives up by getting married.
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UNIQUE
1. Nervous Habits? slipping back into the accent, pulling off my nails/nail polish, biting my fingers, shaking
2. Are you double jointed? no
3. Can you roll your tongue? yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? if i raise the other one at the same time
5. Can you cross your eyes? yep
6. Do you make your bed daily? why? it just gets unmade again
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CLOTHES, ETC
1. Which shoe goes on first? the one i find first
2. Ever thrown a shoe at someone? WHO THROWS A SHOE? HONESTLY? Mulan did in the movie, and sometimes, so do i.
3. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? $20 or less
4. What jewelry do you wear everyday? 4 rings, the Nolan bracelet and the tornada necklace
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F O O D
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? how could you pick it up if it was cut?
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? noooo
3. Favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate chip cookie dough
4. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet? good question
5. What's your favorite beverage? tea
6. What's your favorite restaurant? urmm
7. Do you cook? yes
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GROOMING
1. How often do you brush your teeth? 2x a day minimum
2. How do you wear your hair for the most part? out of my face
3.Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair? no.
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MANNERS
1. Do you swear? fuck no
3. You cook your own food? most of the time, no
4. You do your own chores? who else would do them?
5. You got laid today?? no. but recently, which is good enough for me
6. You like beef jerky? pft.
7. You like pepsi or coke? no
8. You plan on going to college? in january. i'm already registered and paid up, so i figure, why not?
9. You're happy with your hair? meh. it needs to grow a bit more
10. You own a dog? nope
12. You're always making new friends? they just keep appearing...
13. You like to swim? i miss the ocean, where you dont really swim but kind of
14. Have you ever got so bored you called a friend? who hasn't?
15. You're patient? HAhahaha next question-now
16. You like this survey? i've had better
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LET'S BE HONEST
In the last month have you...
1. Had sex: yes
2. Bought something: yes
4. Sang: yes
5. Been kissed: yes
8. Missed someone: yes
9. Gotten drunk: yes
10. Gotten high: no
11. Danced crazy: yes
13. Watched cartoons: yes
14. Lied: yes
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H A V E Y O U E V E R
1. Wished you were the opposite sex? yes
2. Snuck out of your house? well yeah, but not to go anywhere
3. Gave money to a homeless person? yes
NEXT! (from schwenk)
1. My uncle once:
er...was actually 13 uncles.
2. Never in my life:
have i eaten grass from the ground.
3. The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always manage to make me smile:
one? seriously? one?
4. High School was:
killr.
6. My first real love was:
kit? joe? steven? christopher? rich??
7. If I were to get married right now my bridesmaids/groomsmen would be:
shan & quel, (meggs would flower girl or something), kitt, moe
8. I talk to my ex's:
some more often than i'd like, others every day ;)
9. When I was 5:
I was the shit. No diggity, no doubt.
10. Last Christmas I:
gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away, this year, to save me from tears, i'll give it to someone special
11. When I turn my head left, I see:
CANONS! to the left of me
11. When I turn my head right, I see:
CANONS! to the right of me
13. The craziest Family Event was:
that i witnessed? er...Grandma's surprise 60th, when the donkey escaped from Catskill gamefarm and crashed the party (though apparently we had a springer scene at a mccarron wedding, which i missed)
14. If I was a character on Friends I'd be:
Phoeboe--completely nuts, seen as a little less aware than the rest, no life plan, always hurting herself by having too big a heart.
15. By this time next year:
i won't miss smoking.
16. My favorite Aunt is:
christine
17. I have a hard time understanding:
russian
18. One time at a family gathering:
i got totally freaked out because the drunks were getting too suggestive
19. You know I "like" you if:
i push you away, but insist on seeing you all the time
20. If I won an award, the first person (people) I'd thank is:
depends: god and my mother (& father)
21. Take my advice:
you'll have to bury me twice, because the first time, i won't rest easily
22. My ideal breakfast is:
french toast w/ strawberries
23. If you visit my hometown:
you should stop in and say hi to me
24. If you spend the night at my house:
please bring a change of clothes for tomorrow
25. I'd stop my wedding if:
someone couldn't forever hold their peace
26. The world could do without:
AIDS. mothafuckas.
27. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than:
shoot a baby
28. My favorite blonde is:
my aunt kim
29. Paper clips are more useful than:
dull razor blades
30. If I do anything well, it is:
fuck up.
32. And by the way:
my friends kind of kick ass.
32. The last time I was high:
ON LIFE was, like, yesterday
33. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are:
pigs. because then so many people would have to do shit they didn't want to
34. I shouldn't be:
bitter
35. Once, at a bar:
i had to use the men's room
36. Last night:
i tried going to bed at 10:14, but it wound up taking an hour
37. There's this girl I know who:
smells funny
38. A better name for me would be:
i think Kaitlyn suits me pretty well. If it weren't that, it'd have to be something really uncommon, but at the same time really normal.
39. If I ever go back to school I'll:
be taking different courses than last semester
40. Next time I go to church:
I'll feel guilty about having been away so long
41. How many days until my birthday?:
idk. who are you? Mine is in...9 months and 15 days. ish.