cause I'm...(piano bit)...MOVIN OUT
I talked to my lovely brother, Andrew, today and so it seems I am getting the boot.
Well, I suppose I can't really call it "the boot" since I've known I was moving out of the apt for some time now, but apparentally he's getting me some packing materials [boxes, bubble wrap, etc] and the "moving" is to commence tomorrow and Friday. So, apparentally, I am going to be busy as a little bee the rest of this week between doing reports and packing my shee-ot. I know I was kind of a bitch to him on the phone when it came to the details of moving, but I guess it's just because my very reluctant to go. Not only do I not want to deal with all that hassle of the actual move, but the entire idea of leaving with my parents again. It's not really my cup of tea anymore. I like living here. I especially liked living here alone. At this point, I can't imagine living with other people. I'm a bachelor [I hate "womanizing" words by adding a "ette" to the end so I'm not doin it!]!! And I enjoy my bachelor life! Fuck, I was rockin out this morning at 2am. Those days are soon to be over! I'm going to have to be quiet after like..hmm..10?! Say Wha?! My creative juices are definitely going to be put on hold. boo hoo hoo. I should really shut up. I mean, I had such a good thing here and I should just be happy that I ever did and just go home and let my brother have some fun. Just gotta let gooo...
Why is it that I've had to let go of so many things recently?
- I had to let go of college for 8 months.
- my Hallmark job
- my teenage years (I'm not really UPSET by this but it's still true)
- my grandfather :*(
- and now my apt
I'm not looking for answers or sympathy here. I'm just venting. Just sort of spouting all my angst. I just seem to have quite a lot of angst right now. I think I'm going to go to Hot Topic and blow all my money on clothes that will better suit my angst.
Damn, I could not sleep last night (surprise, surprise). I thought I was tired and I laid in my bed for 2 straight hours! So, when the alarm went off at 11 I didn't really feel much like getting up so I stayed in bed til 1. Oh, so smart. I have soo many reports to type at my Mom's and yet I just laid in bed. Oh well, I'll be living there SOON. [boohoo] I'm really not getting a damn thing done sitting here at the computer either. I need a damn shower! Gonna do it..Gonna do it soon...
- jenell *
Well, I suppose I can't really call it "the boot" since I've known I was moving out of the apt for some time now, but apparentally he's getting me some packing materials [boxes, bubble wrap, etc] and the "moving" is to commence tomorrow and Friday. So, apparentally, I am going to be busy as a little bee the rest of this week between doing reports and packing my shee-ot. I know I was kind of a bitch to him on the phone when it came to the details of moving, but I guess it's just because my very reluctant to go. Not only do I not want to deal with all that hassle of the actual move, but the entire idea of leaving with my parents again. It's not really my cup of tea anymore. I like living here. I especially liked living here alone. At this point, I can't imagine living with other people. I'm a bachelor [I hate "womanizing" words by adding a "ette" to the end so I'm not doin it!]!! And I enjoy my bachelor life! Fuck, I was rockin out this morning at 2am. Those days are soon to be over! I'm going to have to be quiet after like..hmm..10?! Say Wha?! My creative juices are definitely going to be put on hold. boo hoo hoo. I should really shut up. I mean, I had such a good thing here and I should just be happy that I ever did and just go home and let my brother have some fun. Just gotta let gooo...
Why is it that I've had to let go of so many things recently?
- I had to let go of college for 8 months.
- my Hallmark job
- my teenage years (I'm not really UPSET by this but it's still true)
- my grandfather :*(
- and now my apt
I'm not looking for answers or sympathy here. I'm just venting. Just sort of spouting all my angst. I just seem to have quite a lot of angst right now. I think I'm going to go to Hot Topic and blow all my money on clothes that will better suit my angst.
Damn, I could not sleep last night (surprise, surprise). I thought I was tired and I laid in my bed for 2 straight hours! So, when the alarm went off at 11 I didn't really feel much like getting up so I stayed in bed til 1. Oh, so smart. I have soo many reports to type at my Mom's and yet I just laid in bed. Oh well, I'll be living there SOON. [boohoo] I'm really not getting a damn thing done sitting here at the computer either. I need a damn shower! Gonna do it..Gonna do it soon...
- jenell *