an update for the sake of updating.
it is so cold today. stupid winter. at least it wasn't this cold yesterday. if yesterday wasn't bad enough, it would have been pure torture to stand outside in these temperatures. At least it was near the 40s yesterday. As if that made the day any less of a cold, haze.
I finally cleaned up the apt. I slept until 3 and then cleaned all day. Then I went out and dropped off my film and went to the bank and went to the grocery store and then I picked up my film (to be scanned and posted asap) and now I'm back home. I didn't eat anything all day so as of now I'm making some spaghetti.
I'm considering taking a bath after that...
Maybe the tub will fill tonight.
not really myself today.
saw my mom for a bit today.
told her I was okay.
that was one of the few lies I've ever told her.
I am okay. I guess. Just in a rut.
I suppose this is what you do when you mourn.
I dunnooooo...
Matt wants to come over later and get the movie he rented so he can return it. I don't really want to see anyone but I guess I have no choice in the matter since it's already a day late. I guess I should have just taken it back earlier. forgot. nearly forgot the film which was the whole reason I was going out...basically.
my brain is scattered.
it keeps drifting off...
where is my mind?
- jenell *
I finally cleaned up the apt. I slept until 3 and then cleaned all day. Then I went out and dropped off my film and went to the bank and went to the grocery store and then I picked up my film (to be scanned and posted asap) and now I'm back home. I didn't eat anything all day so as of now I'm making some spaghetti.
I'm considering taking a bath after that...
Maybe the tub will fill tonight.
not really myself today.
saw my mom for a bit today.
told her I was okay.
that was one of the few lies I've ever told her.
I am okay. I guess. Just in a rut.
I suppose this is what you do when you mourn.
I dunnooooo...
Matt wants to come over later and get the movie he rented so he can return it. I don't really want to see anyone but I guess I have no choice in the matter since it's already a day late. I guess I should have just taken it back earlier. forgot. nearly forgot the film which was the whole reason I was going out...basically.
my brain is scattered.
it keeps drifting off...
where is my mind?
- jenell *