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So I'm finally updating! dun di di duun!!
I've been very busy considering that it was my birthdweek and everyone has been fighting for my limited time. It's tough being the birthday girl. Lots of responsiblities. whew. haha Seriously though, it's been a good week! I don't know how many more times I'm going to be able to say that between now and the summer so lets just cherish that. *nod*
On Friday my mom, Jamie, and I went to NYC and grabbed up Wilder from his apt (after being peed on AGAIN by Bacon! *shakes fist at him*) and we adventured downtown and I got a new guitar. Not just any guitar, man; an electrical type one. woo hooo! haha And of course, I named it. So now there's Lola my acoustic guitar and Ziggy my electric. Just a happy little family. Anyway, we didn't go to the Imagine Mosaic like I had hoped because it was cold... DAMN cold. Faces were freezing off left and right. But we had some delicious food at the local Olive Garden even though our waiter was hot hot for Wilder. I don't know if I could have kept my cool if Heath/Keith had winked at ME.
And Jamie, you had me at ravioli. Always remeber that, always.
AND next time we'll see J.Lo. Maybe on your bithday we'll ride the L train to the Bronx and we'll check out Jenny's block. Just don't wear your sister's earrings when we go next time. We don't want her to burst a blood vessel in her brain or anything! haha Later on we went and saw Big Fish and it was really something. It is really worth the $8 to see it. I just loved it. Ewan McGregor is so captivating to me for some reason. (aahh! I just turned on VH1 and Moulin Rouge is on!) I could just watch him for hooours. haha I'm always so blown away when an actor can convey such strong emotions with facial expressions. I have such a hard time conveying emotion in my own life and then I look at these people who are just pretending to feel a certain way...it's just amazing to me. ahhh well. Wilder would kill me for putting so much emphasis on actors, but that's just too damn bad. Bottom line, it's a good movie. You should go see it if you haven't. *nod*
Saturday was an interesting day as well. I wouldn't say it was as good as Friday, but it was interesting all the same. After about 4 hours of sleep I got up and bought Britney Spears tickets for FAR too much money (it bett'ah be a damn good show!) and then I had to just throw on some clothes and then hightail it to Wildwood. I don't know if I had mentioned the fact that I'm house-sitting for my aunt again this week, but I am and I was supposed to be there at 11 and then they called me that morning and changed it to 10:30. Course, I would have never ever made it there since I got up at like 15 minutes to 10 and all that but yeah...I had no gas. So I stop at a Wawa on the way about 15 minutes from my apt and wait in this huge line to get some. I finally get up there and guess what?! My fuckin gas lid thingie won't open because it's frozen shut! So, I call my mom and she tells me to get hot water and pour it on there to try and unfreeze it. I do so but it's still no use so I drive back to Millville and I tell my dad what has happened and he freaks out at me for using hot water on it. *sigh*
For future notice do not use hot water to melt ice. Apparentally you're suppose to use coldish water because hot water will freeze faster, but cold water will bring the temperature down just enough to melt the ice. So, yeah, there you go.
Course, my dad popped it right open with some sort of tool. And so I drove up to the Wawa right up the street (I'm lucky I made it that far!) and then the dude couldn't get the damn gas cap off because whoever twisted it back on last had gotten the cord (so someone can't just steal my gas cap) all twisted in it. So I was standing out there with this man trying to get it out. It was just the best day for all of this madness considering it was about 16 degrees and all. Just my luck, really.
Later that night I bought myself some birthday presents. haha Yeah, maybe I shouldn't have considering I had purchased Britney Spears tickets, but OH WELL. Sometimes you just have to live man!!!
And so Jamie went back to West Chester today. I'm in Wildwood house-sitting so it doesn't really seem like she's gone at all. It just feels like I'm just away from home. But she'll be coming home this weekend to go to Mr. Millville so when I'm done house-sitting here she'll be back again. It'll feel like she never left! Sooo...I won't really be upset about her going back until NEXT Sunday. haha
are we still going to go see Army of Me on the 21st?
dum di dum.
I'm bored and this movie is sad (Moulin Rouge).
I did this color anaylis thing too. BUT I'll spare you from having to scroll through it and you can just read it if you want to. It's really weird how accurate these things can be. I dunno. I dunno.
You are trying to prove to others that nothing can really affect you. You are pretending to be stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure and indeed even superior to any form of weakness. As a result, more often than not, you unfortunately act with undue harshness or severity by adopting an autocratic and self-willed attitude.
You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.
Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavor but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.
You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.
You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.
- jenell *
I've been very busy considering that it was my birthdweek and everyone has been fighting for my limited time. It's tough being the birthday girl. Lots of responsiblities. whew. haha Seriously though, it's been a good week! I don't know how many more times I'm going to be able to say that between now and the summer so lets just cherish that. *nod*
On Friday my mom, Jamie, and I went to NYC and grabbed up Wilder from his apt (after being peed on AGAIN by Bacon! *shakes fist at him*) and we adventured downtown and I got a new guitar. Not just any guitar, man; an electrical type one. woo hooo! haha And of course, I named it. So now there's Lola my acoustic guitar and Ziggy my electric. Just a happy little family. Anyway, we didn't go to the Imagine Mosaic like I had hoped because it was cold... DAMN cold. Faces were freezing off left and right. But we had some delicious food at the local Olive Garden even though our waiter was hot hot for Wilder. I don't know if I could have kept my cool if Heath/Keith had winked at ME.
And Jamie, you had me at ravioli. Always remeber that, always.
AND next time we'll see J.Lo. Maybe on your bithday we'll ride the L train to the Bronx and we'll check out Jenny's block. Just don't wear your sister's earrings when we go next time. We don't want her to burst a blood vessel in her brain or anything! haha Later on we went and saw Big Fish and it was really something. It is really worth the $8 to see it. I just loved it. Ewan McGregor is so captivating to me for some reason. (aahh! I just turned on VH1 and Moulin Rouge is on!) I could just watch him for hooours. haha I'm always so blown away when an actor can convey such strong emotions with facial expressions. I have such a hard time conveying emotion in my own life and then I look at these people who are just pretending to feel a certain way...it's just amazing to me. ahhh well. Wilder would kill me for putting so much emphasis on actors, but that's just too damn bad. Bottom line, it's a good movie. You should go see it if you haven't. *nod*
Saturday was an interesting day as well. I wouldn't say it was as good as Friday, but it was interesting all the same. After about 4 hours of sleep I got up and bought Britney Spears tickets for FAR too much money (it bett'ah be a damn good show!) and then I had to just throw on some clothes and then hightail it to Wildwood. I don't know if I had mentioned the fact that I'm house-sitting for my aunt again this week, but I am and I was supposed to be there at 11 and then they called me that morning and changed it to 10:30. Course, I would have never ever made it there since I got up at like 15 minutes to 10 and all that but yeah...I had no gas. So I stop at a Wawa on the way about 15 minutes from my apt and wait in this huge line to get some. I finally get up there and guess what?! My fuckin gas lid thingie won't open because it's frozen shut! So, I call my mom and she tells me to get hot water and pour it on there to try and unfreeze it. I do so but it's still no use so I drive back to Millville and I tell my dad what has happened and he freaks out at me for using hot water on it. *sigh*
For future notice do not use hot water to melt ice. Apparentally you're suppose to use coldish water because hot water will freeze faster, but cold water will bring the temperature down just enough to melt the ice. So, yeah, there you go.
Course, my dad popped it right open with some sort of tool. And so I drove up to the Wawa right up the street (I'm lucky I made it that far!) and then the dude couldn't get the damn gas cap off because whoever twisted it back on last had gotten the cord (so someone can't just steal my gas cap) all twisted in it. So I was standing out there with this man trying to get it out. It was just the best day for all of this madness considering it was about 16 degrees and all. Just my luck, really.
Later that night I bought myself some birthday presents. haha Yeah, maybe I shouldn't have considering I had purchased Britney Spears tickets, but OH WELL. Sometimes you just have to live man!!!
And so Jamie went back to West Chester today. I'm in Wildwood house-sitting so it doesn't really seem like she's gone at all. It just feels like I'm just away from home. But she'll be coming home this weekend to go to Mr. Millville so when I'm done house-sitting here she'll be back again. It'll feel like she never left! Sooo...I won't really be upset about her going back until NEXT Sunday. haha
are we still going to go see Army of Me on the 21st?
dum di dum.
I'm bored and this movie is sad (Moulin Rouge).
I did this color anaylis thing too. BUT I'll spare you from having to scroll through it and you can just read it if you want to. It's really weird how accurate these things can be. I dunno. I dunno.
You are trying to prove to others that nothing can really affect you. You are pretending to be stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure and indeed even superior to any form of weakness. As a result, more often than not, you unfortunately act with undue harshness or severity by adopting an autocratic and self-willed attitude.
You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.
Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavor but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.
You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.
You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.
- jenell *