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So today i actually felt like a semi-artist or at least someone in that direction. We've been making models for 3-d design and today i started working with the plaster and building my creation. The process itself is a pain in the ass but the building part was fun. While working i started to actually realize that i was putting my self on my path through college.
I've never really put too much thought into the fact that i was getting an art degree. Just assumed that it would be right. But walking out of that class today covered in plaster it really clicked that this was something i really wanted to do.
This week i guess has already started putting alot of things into perspective with me. My choices in life i have been reflecting upon. Thinking about who i still associate with and who ive lost all touch with.
I miss some of my friends from highschool. Most are gone now and the ones i miss most arent even in this state. I miss Jenn cause she was always the one that i could fight with but also lean on when i needed her. I miss her complete honesty and the fact that we fought but never truly fought. I miss Lynze and Amanda who could make me laugh or cheer me up without trying.
I guess i miss Brad the most. Talking to him has always made me feel better and sometimes i wonder what would live be like if i would have accepted the invitation to Michigan State to be with him.
But I'm also not sure what its gonna be like if i go to chicago. Deb is offering a trip to Columbia to look at their photo department. I'm afraid though cause i wonder how good my stuff is and if they will take me. But who knows anymore
I've never really put too much thought into the fact that i was getting an art degree. Just assumed that it would be right. But walking out of that class today covered in plaster it really clicked that this was something i really wanted to do.
This week i guess has already started putting alot of things into perspective with me. My choices in life i have been reflecting upon. Thinking about who i still associate with and who ive lost all touch with.
I miss some of my friends from highschool. Most are gone now and the ones i miss most arent even in this state. I miss Jenn cause she was always the one that i could fight with but also lean on when i needed her. I miss her complete honesty and the fact that we fought but never truly fought. I miss Lynze and Amanda who could make me laugh or cheer me up without trying.
I guess i miss Brad the most. Talking to him has always made me feel better and sometimes i wonder what would live be like if i would have accepted the invitation to Michigan State to be with him.
But I'm also not sure what its gonna be like if i go to chicago. Deb is offering a trip to Columbia to look at their photo department. I'm afraid though cause i wonder how good my stuff is and if they will take me. But who knows anymore