the noise
I swear to fucking god, I'm so angry and pissed off I just want to smash someone's face in with my boot, just jear their fucking face crunching....god fuck fuck! I dont know what made me so angry I guess cause I realize a few things, one Mike is working every day until he goes away for thanksgiving weekend, woo fucking hoo wich meens he wont be here on thursday wich meens i guess i'm going to school, also i realie i change for him and i hate that, i know he doesnt like my music or the crazy clothes so i toned down for him but i hate that! I meen hey i adore him and i know he'd accept me either way but i guess i'm just mad at myself for doing it...fuck....aarg.....i need to go beat something