dosed by you
used to dreaming fairy tale dreams
didn't see the eye to eye
with myself
Idealistic it seems
maybe I was right about us
but we've both gone different ways
and I am not unhappy
I've got the idea of you
the essense and spirit you stood for
embodied in someone else
one who helps me become
discover
how to be more me.
everything happens for a reason
our meeting was
perhaps
a portal to something greater
you were
perhaps
just a means
not a destination
and that he...
and that the end
is but the beginning
and that I have but woken up in another
maybe this is all
an elaborate
fairy tale
dream
I saw Ben Folds in concert. It was part whim, part luck, and part good ol' connections.
Lauren was there. We bumped into each other after the concert and it was charmingly unexpected. Kelly, her friend had a large lip ring that looked like what you had described as a possible new asset.
I want:
more sleep
stability
to get over myself and REALLY clean out my closet
summer plans that aren't totally worthless
more meditation
Ricardo Bofill to write back...how sweet that would be...or at least some better books about the model I have to build
and of course...wonderful circumstances to stay "happy and fun forever"....
weird thing: My face got swollen-ish like I had been crying after chizznizzling with Ryanus today. Hallie said it looked like I had gotten a small bug bite under my eye, and it could have perhaps given me some weird reaction. we examined my face for a while. maybe she's right. or maybe I am allergic to boys. "peeners and boys are icky"
coheed and cambira/avenged sevenfold/head automatic saturday night. can't wait.
First semester
Second semester
some other random pics from recent times:
well endowed
Ryan sleeping, my flip flop
one of my favorite pictures of either of them
Nick works hard for the money
being one with NYC
many more but not now.
welcome back to LJ, KChan. Glad to be on board with you, finally.
hm, I might take myself up on that sleep thing. Too bad I forgot to write down my dreams from last night. I just remember they were very many.
night night.
hmm
ps
I wonder what college Chapman is going to go to. maybe I'll call him. would that be weird or awkward? not that weirdness or awkwardness would stop me. aah I hope I'm not turning into one of those weird people who live their lives by awkwardness and think that it's so cool. "awkwardness is the new black". no, no it is not. it is what it is.
woah. I need sleep. peace.
didn't see the eye to eye
with myself
Idealistic it seems
maybe I was right about us
but we've both gone different ways
and I am not unhappy
I've got the idea of you
the essense and spirit you stood for
embodied in someone else
one who helps me become
discover
how to be more me.
everything happens for a reason
our meeting was
perhaps
a portal to something greater
you were
perhaps
just a means
not a destination
and that he...
and that the end
is but the beginning
and that I have but woken up in another
maybe this is all
an elaborate
fairy tale
dream
I saw Ben Folds in concert. It was part whim, part luck, and part good ol' connections.
Lauren was there. We bumped into each other after the concert and it was charmingly unexpected. Kelly, her friend had a large lip ring that looked like what you had described as a possible new asset.
I want:
more sleep
stability
to get over myself and REALLY clean out my closet
summer plans that aren't totally worthless
more meditation
Ricardo Bofill to write back...how sweet that would be...or at least some better books about the model I have to build
and of course...wonderful circumstances to stay "happy and fun forever"....
weird thing: My face got swollen-ish like I had been crying after chizznizzling with Ryanus today. Hallie said it looked like I had gotten a small bug bite under my eye, and it could have perhaps given me some weird reaction. we examined my face for a while. maybe she's right. or maybe I am allergic to boys. "peeners and boys are icky"
coheed and cambira/avenged sevenfold/head automatic saturday night. can't wait.
First semester
Second semester
some other random pics from recent times:
well endowed
Ryan sleeping, my flip flop
one of my favorite pictures of either of them
Nick works hard for the money
being one with NYC
many more but not now.
welcome back to LJ, KChan. Glad to be on board with you, finally.
hm, I might take myself up on that sleep thing. Too bad I forgot to write down my dreams from last night. I just remember they were very many.
night night.
hmm
ps
I wonder what college Chapman is going to go to. maybe I'll call him. would that be weird or awkward? not that weirdness or awkwardness would stop me. aah I hope I'm not turning into one of those weird people who live their lives by awkwardness and think that it's so cool. "awkwardness is the new black". no, no it is not. it is what it is.
woah. I need sleep. peace.