i've just gotta get myself over me.

[cold_hands]

Life is boring, or maybe i just take it for granted too much. Music is the only thing that makes me feel alive anymore. It is the blood flowing through my veins. My heart only stays in beat with the rhythm of my guitar.

I wish i wasn't such a spoiled american for one day. I've forgotten how to appreciate the simple things. How can you be so unhappy when you have so much?

going to bed. going through the motions. tomorrow is a new day.