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Life has been, well, interesting as of late. Work is upsetting and not fulfilling but right now it sort of pays the bills...second job is a must have, got one lined up and now I am just waiting to hear back from them. My family seems to be floating...not swimming as much now that I've left but if they can just manage to float then I will not feel the need to rush back to try and help again. Moving in with Crystal turned out to be one of the best ideas that I've been a part of; she is here when I need her and vise-versa and we've become closer than we ever have been in. I've controlled my drinking for the most part. I think I am pretty happy. There is a dear friend who believes it better for me not to talk to her and honestly I see her point but I hate losing friends...hopefully she isn't lost. Knowing the relationship we have had over the last few years I have the feeling that she will keep in contact when she is ready...for once though, I am not waiting...I am not living just for that anticipation...I am living for me. OH, so Crystal and I decided to put our heads together and out came a graphic novel baby titled "324th and Hope"...any of our mutual friends have already seen the cover that she came up with since she is the artist and I've come up with a few pages of writing since that is what I am responsible for. Anyway just kind of trying to have a "happy" post for once...and I am just that...Happy.