i can't fall asleep!!
so after much debate, it turns out that i am going to palm springs with my family and some other family friends for thanksgiving (which we've been doing for about 5 years now)... it shouldn't be too bad, only thing is that this year i won't have darren to keep me company (one of my closer family friends)... but on the upside, sam might be able to bring me back to san diego after we get back! i would love that, especially because that monday will mark our one year together. and, i must say, its been a lovely year :)
on another positive note, i've been talking to katie a lot more recently, which makes me very happy. she's a really cool girl, and we used to have so much fun together. i hope we're getting that back again.
things are going pretty well with school too, midterms are over, and the grades seem to be looking up right now as well.
on the flipside, i am soooo broke. its very sad.
so i'm in a kind of weird mood right now. it feels like i'm waiting for some revalation to reveal itself to me, but none seem to be showing themselves. i want to just sit and have a deep conversation with someone right now. i want to learn something that i don't know, about someone close to me. i sometimes worry too much, and sometimes think too much, and sometimes expect too much. i want to call someone right now and just tell them "i love you," but they're sleeping and i don't want to bother them. i'm sitting here and thinking waaayyyy too much about what to write. i should probably just go to sleep now. alright, i'm gonna go. i'll update again later when i'm more coherent. good night.
on another positive note, i've been talking to katie a lot more recently, which makes me very happy. she's a really cool girl, and we used to have so much fun together. i hope we're getting that back again.
things are going pretty well with school too, midterms are over, and the grades seem to be looking up right now as well.
on the flipside, i am soooo broke. its very sad.
so i'm in a kind of weird mood right now. it feels like i'm waiting for some revalation to reveal itself to me, but none seem to be showing themselves. i want to just sit and have a deep conversation with someone right now. i want to learn something that i don't know, about someone close to me. i sometimes worry too much, and sometimes think too much, and sometimes expect too much. i want to call someone right now and just tell them "i love you," but they're sleeping and i don't want to bother them. i'm sitting here and thinking waaayyyy too much about what to write. i should probably just go to sleep now. alright, i'm gonna go. i'll update again later when i'm more coherent. good night.