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Well i think writing in this will do me some good, because no one reads this except for 1-3 people. And if i write it in my xanga itll be all over the front page of the god damn news.
So this whole thing with Birtny&Kristen. I feel like its getting better but i know its not. We dropped the 'best' from our title and now its all down the drain. Ive stopped trying, and caring about this. I used to care, and i used to want to make things better, but it was eating away at me, and i couldnt live like that. So i just stopped, and now im hoping that itll get better on its own. But with all of the things coming in the way, i feel like its impossible.
So yesterday was good for the most part. So i woke up, and remembered my mom said wed go to the mall and go school shopping. So we went and stuff. We argued the whole time, because she didnt want to go in any stores i wanted to go in, and she wanted me to go into all the stores she wanted to go into. Which is very,very unfair. But whatever, i got over it. A few weeks ago we went to star bucks and i found a bug in my drink so we got free drinks, so yesterday we got free drinks from starbucks HA. although i was skeptical want to find a bug in my drink
So i got a call from michelle when i got home. She invited me to this movie thing at the Highschool. So i went to that. It was good. Hannahs brother made the movie. It was hilarious.
New favorite song
I think we have an emergency I think we have an emergency If you thought I'd breathe then you were wrong Because I won't stop holding on So are you listening? So are you watching me? If you thought I'd breathe then you were wrong Because I won't stop holding on This is an emergency So are you listening? And I can't pretend that I don't see this It's really not your fault Chorus: And no one cares to talk about it To talk about it Cause' I've seen love die way too many times When it deserved to be alive I've seen you cry way too many times When you deserved to be alive Alive... So give up every chance you get Just to feel new again I think we have an emergency I think we have an emergency And you do your best to show me love But you don't know what love is So are you listening? So are you watching me? Well I can't pretend that I don't see this It's really not your fault And no one cares to talk about it To talk about it Cause' I've seen love die way too many times When it deserved to be alive I've seen you cry way too many times When you deserved to be alive Alive... The scars they will not fade away And no one cares to talk about it To talk about it Cause' I've seen love die way too many times When it deserved to be alive I've seen you cry way too many times When you deserved to be alive Alive... Alive...