Mar 19, 2006 16:23
hey. im back from tour.
it was fun and hard work, the fun being the most fun ive ever had and the hard work being the hardest ive ever worked.
i will quote Auburndale when I say "Tour is like a giant 14 inch cock, it looks awesome but once youre on it, it hurts like hell".
It is like 1 endless test of patience and mental stability but ultimately the good outweighs the bad by far and its all for the better cause of doing what we love with our lives.
while i was gone..
i learned alot about "the big picture". its really not that big, and its really, really not what we make it out to be or hope to find in it.
this being said..
i lost touch with a few people and ultimately decided that itd just be best if we all went our seperate ways. believe me when i say that my intentions take their well being into consideration as much if not more than my own and that i hope someday they can understand my reasoning in a positive way.
i made the best of friends in Afton and i dont think we could have possibly made any more fun memories. i also realized just how close myself and the guys in the band are.
as soon as humanly possible im going to be making the largest picture post in history from everywhere we've been.
if you are on a miami beach overlooking the ocean at sunset tonight, seeing how far your feet will sink into the sand at the edge of the water, and you are able to think enough to pick your jaw up out of the water... just know that i am bound and determined to be right there in that spot a few hundred more times before i die.
pictures soon