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It's just this feeling that I'm doing something wrong. Today was fun but at the same time I felt so out of plapce. It's looking like there are clicks here too and I'm just the weird outsider again. And it feels like he's pushing me away. Even sexually he's not even there half the time. Idk......... I'm lost..... I don't even know how to bring it up to him I just feel crazy!!!