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i am the typlical pathetic human. thriving on contact. needing the feeling of wanting to be wanted by the oposite sex. and not just in the sexual kind of way. over the past few years i feel its become worse. my "nesting" instinked is getting stronger. wanting that life partner. aching to be loved. rather sicking. everyone ive got some kind of peaked interest in seems to be taken, or are on the verge of being taken. or arent within reach. yes, i get used. and i use. but it seems to bother me Alot more when i get used. my encounters dont realy seem to have emotion. nore seem to care that they are using me. why do i subject myself to such things?
one night stand: $92.95
great sex: $ 300
finding your life partner: $ priceless
i feel more withdrawn. and more sceptical of everyone now. im starting to lose my trust in people. and everyone around me. including myself.
this is going to be an interesting adventure.
one night stand: $92.95
great sex: $ 300
finding your life partner: $ priceless
i feel more withdrawn. and more sceptical of everyone now. im starting to lose my trust in people. and everyone around me. including myself.
this is going to be an interesting adventure.