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Is it bad if I feel like I'm due for a tragedy? My whole life I've never had any major accidents, never lost anyone I was truly truly close to. My great-grandma died when I was a toddler, my great-grandpa when I was 13, and my grandpa when I was 16. They were all expected and I wasn't close to any of them. I broke my wrist at 10 in a gymnastics accident. Sure, I had my heart broken at 15, but it was puppy love. Didn't even come close to the love I'm blessed to have found now. I've never gotten a phone call that someone's been in a horrible accident, or that someone has a life-threatening disease.
Don't get me wrong, I'm beyond grateful to have found the love of my life, and to have such a good relationship with my mother (and mother-in-law!), and to have such amazing friends. I just feel like my inner drama queen is screaming for something bad to happen. And of course the rest of me is screaming for it not to. Anyone else feel like this???