I'm done
I'm done with relationships for a good long while. Dating too I think. Danielle and I had a looong conversation tonight, and I realized a few things about myself. I wear my heart on my sleeve, yes, but only to a point. At some point there is a big brick wall around my heart. And when someone gets too close, I turn and run the other way. This is why Crissy and I dated 4 separate times. This is what happened with Danielle. I know that even if Meg and I were to get together, as soon as she got too close, I'd do the same to her. Its fucked up, because one of the things I want most in life is to fall in love, but I dont let anyone close enough for that to happen. I dont know why I do it, or how to stop doing it, but I sure wish I could figure it out. :'(