Huh?
What am I doing to myself? I mean, really... I have two completely seperate lives going here and somehow I'm doing a DECENT job of maintaining them. I had pretty much chosen one to follow, but that backfired and here I am again. Um, what is that telling me??? Am I SUPPOSED to stick around here and just kind of wait for something, or am I supposed to try harder? Something's gotta give... and soon.
I can feel myself emotionally distancing myself from all KINDS of people... I think it's simply because I don't know who I'm supposed to keep around because I'm so unsure of where I'm going right now.
I freaked my mom out last night after telling her that it's in the back of my mind to go back to Massachusetts, haha. I don't know if I could ever REALLY do that, but I'm just at a point in my life where nothing and no one is holding me down. If I really did move back across the country, I gotta tell ya, I REALLY wouldn't be able to treat LA like it was around the corner anymore, lol.
It's funny, I get people asking me all the time, "Wow, you drive down to LA a lot... so who is he?" *shakes head and sighs*
I can feel myself emotionally distancing myself from all KINDS of people... I think it's simply because I don't know who I'm supposed to keep around because I'm so unsure of where I'm going right now.
I freaked my mom out last night after telling her that it's in the back of my mind to go back to Massachusetts, haha. I don't know if I could ever REALLY do that, but I'm just at a point in my life where nothing and no one is holding me down. If I really did move back across the country, I gotta tell ya, I REALLY wouldn't be able to treat LA like it was around the corner anymore, lol.
It's funny, I get people asking me all the time, "Wow, you drive down to LA a lot... so who is he?" *shakes head and sighs*