Nov 02, 2004 20:40
I know I haven't been updating much. I've come to a conclusion as to why, however. I think I've gotten comfortable with how my life is right now. Funny how it took this long... with me leaving and it changing again soon. I'm still VERY MUCH welcoming the change, it just figures. I've been spending time with my friends here, gone to concerts, reconected myself with the life I used to have here... it's kind of nice. One of the biggest differences I've noticed is that I'm consistently happy. Not that I wasn't happy before, but it barely ever fluctuates. I love my job, I get enough (though not a lot) of me time, and I do have some solid friends here. Even after saying all of that, I think I've designated So Cal as my "home", though =/
I am at a point in my life where I know who and what I have and I don't really feel like I'm lacking anything. It's a GREAT feeling. Rather than just having independence, I actually FEEL independent. I have some strong relationships, good work ethic, responsibility, and a good family to back me up. As long as I have some people close to me who care, I'm alright =) I don't WANT to be alone, but at this point, I think I could be without too much freaking out involved.
I'm alright,
Nobody worry 'bout me,
Why you got to give me advice?
Can't you just let it be?
P.S. I'm RIDICULOUSLY excited about my AUTOGRAPHED copy of Relient K's new album that came out today!!! Should be here by Friday, AHHH!