Jan 02, 2013 09:47
it is strange, for the last few days I really didn't dream much.
a few weird dreams in the last while, but last night they were focused on you.
it focused on sex... strange. I guess maybe I do miss that.
not as much as i miss my friend. as i miss conversation. but maybe a little.
truthfully, I've not had an erection since the time you know of. but i woke up with one last night.
you are my perfect lover. I really don't focus on that at all.
I'd hate to admit that I was attracted to you the first time i met you. that i've desired you for now 7+ years...
its not something I even focus on anymore. I can go without "the sex".
I'm almost afraid to write some of this.