Dec 31, 2012 16:58
I'm looking to change things in 2013.
Get myself fit, get myself strait.
exercise everyday that I can.
maintain my herballife supply and get healthy.
become a better person. better father.
be a better friend.
these last few weeks have been difficult for me.
and for a while i did feel lost.
but in this i found a bit of myself, and parts of myself i need to work on.
a while ago I admitted to myself and another that i was a broken person.
maybe i finally broke completely.
now i can see whats wrong with me and maybe fix it.
Tomorrow I'll get myself back on track. walking up here is terrible... but I need to keep doing it so i don't lose my rhythm.
my goal was to be below 300 by years ends. I'm going to try to get to 280 by may.
I want some new tattoos this year.
I was hoping to find a way to get a new job this year. I had a possible lead, and I might hope it would remain an option in the future. I'd miss my job at the stadium, but its not enough work for most of the year.
I hope 2013 will be good.
this time with my family has helped alot, and i thank them for being here for me.