Family Matters
Today was my cousins birthday. I actually looked forward to this today because I seem to enjoy spending time with him. And since it was his 18th it involved alcohol *sigh* Mind he wasn't the problem, I even bought some alcohol for him xD
The problem was my brother. He just doesn't know when to stop. Luckily an authoritative figure said so. All day he had been drinking and annoyed a few people. Me for one. This is the reason I don't like drinking. Mind he is silly a lot of the time, but today was something different. Even Kylie was annoyed and in the end wanting to take him home. He was saying some silly and rude things, as well as stumbling and in the end throwing up. I am actually glad Sara didn't come along today to save the embarrassment and for her to not dislike my family anymore then she may already do so. I actually missed her today too...for silly reasons, always because there could be other people hugging and making me missing her comfort. I know I see her plenty but I am greedy xD
The day itself was nice. Nice food, nice entertainment (such as pool and poker xD) and nice to be with family again. My cousin asked me to stay over and I was really considering doing so..but then I worried about silly things like not really having the money needed to go home. I owe my brother $5 and Brendan $10 so it doesn't leave me with much. Just enough actually. Mind I am saving at the moment, and told Sara I would buy her something nice. But not until I have filled my money cup to the top, otherwise Brendan would be disappointed xD Played some Guitar Hero also with my cousin, gosh I fail at it. Looking at staying over his house sometime, would be good fun I reckon.
Yesterday was a bit eventful. I get upset too easily...Sorry if I am burdensome sometimes, but I appreciate you still being there.
Wondering what I am doing with myself after today, really weird thoughts to have but I had them. Move on in life so I can support myself and loved one, I wanna be the bread winner! I need direction. Very weird day today =S
Well I wanted to rant about today but I feel better after doing so. Not as annoyed. Think I will go and play poker tomorrow, yeah!
The problem was my brother. He just doesn't know when to stop. Luckily an authoritative figure said so. All day he had been drinking and annoyed a few people. Me for one. This is the reason I don't like drinking. Mind he is silly a lot of the time, but today was something different. Even Kylie was annoyed and in the end wanting to take him home. He was saying some silly and rude things, as well as stumbling and in the end throwing up. I am actually glad Sara didn't come along today to save the embarrassment and for her to not dislike my family anymore then she may already do so. I actually missed her today too...for silly reasons, always because there could be other people hugging and making me missing her comfort. I know I see her plenty but I am greedy xD
The day itself was nice. Nice food, nice entertainment (such as pool and poker xD) and nice to be with family again. My cousin asked me to stay over and I was really considering doing so..but then I worried about silly things like not really having the money needed to go home. I owe my brother $5 and Brendan $10 so it doesn't leave me with much. Just enough actually. Mind I am saving at the moment, and told Sara I would buy her something nice. But not until I have filled my money cup to the top, otherwise Brendan would be disappointed xD Played some Guitar Hero also with my cousin, gosh I fail at it. Looking at staying over his house sometime, would be good fun I reckon.
Yesterday was a bit eventful. I get upset too easily...Sorry if I am burdensome sometimes, but I appreciate you still being there.
Wondering what I am doing with myself after today, really weird thoughts to have but I had them. Move on in life so I can support myself and loved one, I wanna be the bread winner! I need direction. Very weird day today =S
Well I wanted to rant about today but I feel better after doing so. Not as annoyed. Think I will go and play poker tomorrow, yeah!