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Well it sure was another long ass day!!!
Atleast i got to talk to my best friend lil' nicky....i miss her bunches...she said she is going to try to come see me and nick down here hopefully for her b-day....i miss her so much....I explained to her how i want to either be here, go to mass, daytona, or atlantic city.
So we're really pumped up because we'll both be turning *21*. Not like it's that big of a deal but still it's exciting.
Not to change the subject so quickly but sometimes i feel like i just don't want to work ever...sometimes i feel like i want to be all those rich people on t.v. kicking bad and doing nothing forever...lol...but then i guess i wouldn't really be me..cause i've always busted my ass.....never slacking....
i found out that my dad may have breast cancer, my mom took him to massachusettes today to see what the doctor's up there feel like they can do for him...It's so weird... today when i gave a hug goodbye tears came down my face although i didn't show him my face, i kinda turned and looked down so no eye contact could be made.....I'm scared..
My co-worker is also having something major happen to her....she has to have open heart surgery this week and that scares me....i guess you can say i've never experienced an extremely close death in my life....but i have to remember that the two people i'm talking about are very strong people.
sometimes i think so deep i lose myself for a moment...
it's like i can't help but to think so deep yet i often don't want to. tonight nick was telling me that she's so lucky she met someone like me, and that she gets sick of people so easily but i'm someone that she could spend every second of her life with and never be sick of me..... it felt really good ..."ya know"...
so i got my YMCA membership today so i will start swimming and working out again. Hopefully they will let nicky be on my family plan because we saw in a newspaper that one gay couple was terribly confused as to why the YMCA refused their family membership application because they were the same sex....It's definitly alot different down here...they run a little bit slower...unless it's like this everywhere....
So my beautiful fiancee' remodelled our room today and although i was sad to see out second queen sized bed leave the room i kinda like it. See i put two queen sized beds in out room to make it look like MTV Cribs but i guess she thought it was cluddered. lol... whatever.