wow...now i'm tired!
well i just got in from doing my nightly run/walk, and now i feel very tired. i hope i start losing some weight soon cause i certainly have been keeping up on it, i missed a couple of days in between but overall i think i've been doing pretty good with it.
tonight i met up with the car club that i've been trying to get in and well tonight was the night that they vote the new people either "in" or "out" and well I GOT IN!! yippie....yea, one of the members told me that it was a hands down vote for me....(i guess they all like me...lol). so that made my night, i just have to have 2 or 3 modifications before i officially get my sticker.
Yesterday a few of us went up to richmond to a huge car show but i really wasn't into it...for some reason. i had a head ache and was extremely hungry, but it was kinda cool....there were lots of phat cars and they had a breakdance contest, booty contest, bikini contest, and lots of different performances.
but i left early and i called nick and said "do you want me to come home?" and she said "yea, i missed you all day"....so instead of going out to the club i came home and hung out with nick.. we rented movies and watched them all day today until i left for my meeting.
i also just joined this "lesbian support group" and well it's pretty cool theres only 2 of us right now but we're all hoping it will grow soon.
so i will be heading up north next month to see my family and friends that i miss dearly. when my sister leaves to move to south carolina i'm going to rent my sisters house from her....I'M SO EXCITED!! it's really nice and i want to paint it and make it all pretty.
hopefully me and nick will be getting back together....she's been acting kinda funny but who know maybe she will stay....i don't know all i know is that i love her and i want it to work but i also understand if she leaves because it's something she wants to do.
i just want some stability....like everyone else in this world....i want a good paying job, a house, nice car, a wife and kids , schooling, and lots of friends...and money......now is that too much to ask for?
i haven't even heard from my ex-step father or my bio-father in forever....they probably forgot all about me like they usually do...and my step father now is just mad all day. i say something and it's such a problem for him just to speak nice, he's been so grumpy.
yesterday when we went to the car show prior to that tiff wanted me to go shopping with her and haidyn. i wanted to so badly but i still went to the car show...it's like i want to bond with her sooo..much but i didn't accept her offer. i don't know if it was because i thought that jumping for that offer would make me look weak where she wouldn't ask again or maybe i was just an idiot and i should have spent time with her. i don't know....all i know is i felt terrible saying no to her offer. i know the car show wasn't more important yet i went anyway.
well i need to hit the shower and then the sack.
tonight i met up with the car club that i've been trying to get in and well tonight was the night that they vote the new people either "in" or "out" and well I GOT IN!! yippie....yea, one of the members told me that it was a hands down vote for me....(i guess they all like me...lol). so that made my night, i just have to have 2 or 3 modifications before i officially get my sticker.
Yesterday a few of us went up to richmond to a huge car show but i really wasn't into it...for some reason. i had a head ache and was extremely hungry, but it was kinda cool....there were lots of phat cars and they had a breakdance contest, booty contest, bikini contest, and lots of different performances.
but i left early and i called nick and said "do you want me to come home?" and she said "yea, i missed you all day"....so instead of going out to the club i came home and hung out with nick.. we rented movies and watched them all day today until i left for my meeting.
i also just joined this "lesbian support group" and well it's pretty cool theres only 2 of us right now but we're all hoping it will grow soon.
so i will be heading up north next month to see my family and friends that i miss dearly. when my sister leaves to move to south carolina i'm going to rent my sisters house from her....I'M SO EXCITED!! it's really nice and i want to paint it and make it all pretty.
hopefully me and nick will be getting back together....she's been acting kinda funny but who know maybe she will stay....i don't know all i know is that i love her and i want it to work but i also understand if she leaves because it's something she wants to do.
i just want some stability....like everyone else in this world....i want a good paying job, a house, nice car, a wife and kids , schooling, and lots of friends...and money......now is that too much to ask for?
i haven't even heard from my ex-step father or my bio-father in forever....they probably forgot all about me like they usually do...and my step father now is just mad all day. i say something and it's such a problem for him just to speak nice, he's been so grumpy.
yesterday when we went to the car show prior to that tiff wanted me to go shopping with her and haidyn. i wanted to so badly but i still went to the car show...it's like i want to bond with her sooo..much but i didn't accept her offer. i don't know if it was because i thought that jumping for that offer would make me look weak where she wouldn't ask again or maybe i was just an idiot and i should have spent time with her. i don't know....all i know is i felt terrible saying no to her offer. i know the car show wasn't more important yet i went anyway.
well i need to hit the shower and then the sack.