I know it'll be alright

[cokiemunster420]

so i had a conversation yesterday about what i want in a girl and i described alot and and i don't think i'll be coming across that any time soon which is fine i'm not being pessimistic or anything just a realist. it's not time to be swept by by the most amazing girl, i can't wait to be with her though. besides good looks and all of that shnazz i want to be just as turned on by the intellect. too much i know but the time will come. i think the qualities that i look for are tangible. it's weird cause i look at who i am surrounded by and i think it's time to change. i can't wait until i go away cause i want to forget about everyone and all of my bullshit problems and nonsense. i'm ready to leave it all behind for a while. been working alot and shit so i can have money for the trip and i've been working out with biking and that fun stuff. it's great, but i just want something else and i think that's why i was so excited to start meditating and it was amazing. i've never been so surprized about how complex my mind is and i think almost everyone has that ability it just has to be discovered and mine has just opened a new door. i've been really fascinated with Judism and i've been connecting alot. meeting up with ppl for a usual good time peace.

I won't worry my life away - Jason mraz