summer has come and passed...
Disregarded Emotions...I sit up here intertwined in my thoughts; these lifting thoughts are suffocating the air that I need to breathe to move on. I wonder how you spend those brief moments of sheer loneliness, not that I really care about what you have to say but the voice is always comforting. Listening to the thoughts my mind is listening to kind of creeps in from the outside. The insight that you desired came at a price that you're willing to pay for. I chose the bolder route challenging the skills I need to be alone. The confusion brings the clarity out in the open; I was serious when I meant it. The waves of smoke cloud the true visions, open the bloodstained eyes and lift up the soul; it's been too long. -- Life doesn't play out the way you plan it. You wanted these things but the smoke clouded the vision in your mind and stole the essence of your loved ones. They have all given hope and have been drowned by the tears you wasted unto the sun. The life that you owned for the night brightened up and the security of happiness was stolen by the deceptive thoughts of your twisted world. I, in turn, bring up the security of happiness by creating the clouds of smoke; mixing the clarified emotions. In these deep emotions I know that you can sense where I am coming from, deep inside yourself. Think. Listen. Love. Hate. Learn.