when the lights go out you're all alone
well it's time to update and everyone i usually speak to is asleep so it's going to be a nice and juicy one, i won't even take my shower until i'm done.
well i just have to say i have had the best birthday ever. seriously, i've never had such a great time. ah, it was just so nice. my party came out awsome except the weather but we moved the party inside and it was windy. most girls wearing short skirts. DOWN BOY! i wore my shirt that i bought in southbeach, finally and i loved it. i can't wait to wear it again.
i got a lot of gifts, like clothes, i-pod connector thingie for my car, stereo system, LOTS of cakes (awsome), (dav's gifts, definetly awsome: candle, pen, little notebook, and my fav. cookies! it was soo sweet), i got cd's like 30 seconds to mars, the starting line EP, thrice, blindside, limp bizkit old school, and old Cold ::cheers::. joanna made it soo sweet for my birthday, took me out to breakfast and lunch, got me my favorite cake with cookie monster on it! a funny ass card, man it's awsome having a girlfriend on my b-day. everyone just really made me feel loved, thank you.
so i missed my march of the living yesterday, there was no way i could have mad it and i also found out a lot of people didn't show up. so that's all good. i also got $200 from my parents on top of my gift to go shopping and i bought a lot of express stuff ::dances::. i bought this striped white and red shirt and everyone said i looked like the guy from "where's waldo". ah, i just can't believe i had such a great birthday weekend, it was really so nice. ok im done with it!
today i went to best buy and i find myself that i have to spend $181 the same day. shopping spree? what? best time ever in best buy, what? yes!! it was definetly awsome, that's how i got all my cd's. i was with eric and joanna, i love hanging with eric, he really is an awsome kid. i was watched his band practice it was def. fun. should do that more often (more cotton balls {for ears})
school has been alright lately, i mean i tried to copy from joanna on my math quiz and she literally wrote all the answers for me big and i still fucked up so i got a 61% =(.
ugh, lately i have been getting so tired early at night and i used to go to sleep so late but i don't know what is comming over me, i guess i should like it but it's not like i have more energy. ani lo yodea.
so i was reading stephanie's journal and i guess i am always on her mind or whatever. should i be flattered? no. i mean she makes it seem like we had sex and we went out for months and i suddenly dumped her. we were hooking up for a little. i made clear to her we were. it's not my fault that she can't understand it. i mean i have no problem being friends but really i don't like at all the way she portrays in the least bit. i mean, i can't tell her not to write what she writes because that would be going against my own thoughts on "free expression" on journals so that's why i'm not bringing it up with her.
note: i am not complaining right now... so i was under the impression that i was getting a lizard from some of my friends for my b-day and i guess i was looking forward to it but it's ok, i mean again. i have nothing to complain about i just thought it would have been mad pimp to get a lizard but it's all good.
so i have had this urge (if that is what i would call it) to start talking to cylia again, i mean it was really sweet of her to wish me a happy birthday on my b-day (btw, we aren't speaking) i guess i will i don't know. i guess it was dick of me to write but it's how i feel and i can't help that. whatever. i am so mad (not really i am in a great mood, just annoyed) at sylvia, lillian, and rosi. they promised me they were going to my party but then they decide to go clubbing, i just thought it was dick because i thought they would have wanted to come but whatever.
i realized how happy i am with joanna and how i don't really need/want to people who don't care. and i know i have said this but it really is true, i don't care. i am just in a great mood and she is just amazing. she really is different (in the sense in how much i like her) i don't get jealous at all, but with her i do. not like freakishly jealous i just want her to my own. sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive
sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive... lol i have to much fun alone.
well i guess that is my update. btw, the reason i don't update nearly as much i want to is b/c my internet explorer is totally FUCKED UP and i to look at any web pages i have to go to AOL which is annoying. peace
because I am due for a miracle
I’m waiting for a sign
I stare straight, into the sun
and I wont close my eyes
until I understand or go blind- Thrice
well i just have to say i have had the best birthday ever. seriously, i've never had such a great time. ah, it was just so nice. my party came out awsome except the weather but we moved the party inside and it was windy. most girls wearing short skirts. DOWN BOY! i wore my shirt that i bought in southbeach, finally and i loved it. i can't wait to wear it again.
i got a lot of gifts, like clothes, i-pod connector thingie for my car, stereo system, LOTS of cakes (awsome), (dav's gifts, definetly awsome: candle, pen, little notebook, and my fav. cookies! it was soo sweet), i got cd's like 30 seconds to mars, the starting line EP, thrice, blindside, limp bizkit old school, and old Cold ::cheers::. joanna made it soo sweet for my birthday, took me out to breakfast and lunch, got me my favorite cake with cookie monster on it! a funny ass card, man it's awsome having a girlfriend on my b-day. everyone just really made me feel loved, thank you.
so i missed my march of the living yesterday, there was no way i could have mad it and i also found out a lot of people didn't show up. so that's all good. i also got $200 from my parents on top of my gift to go shopping and i bought a lot of express stuff ::dances::. i bought this striped white and red shirt and everyone said i looked like the guy from "where's waldo". ah, i just can't believe i had such a great birthday weekend, it was really so nice. ok im done with it!
today i went to best buy and i find myself that i have to spend $181 the same day. shopping spree? what? best time ever in best buy, what? yes!! it was definetly awsome, that's how i got all my cd's. i was with eric and joanna, i love hanging with eric, he really is an awsome kid. i was watched his band practice it was def. fun. should do that more often (more cotton balls {for ears})
school has been alright lately, i mean i tried to copy from joanna on my math quiz and she literally wrote all the answers for me big and i still fucked up so i got a 61% =(.
ugh, lately i have been getting so tired early at night and i used to go to sleep so late but i don't know what is comming over me, i guess i should like it but it's not like i have more energy. ani lo yodea.
so i was reading stephanie's journal and i guess i am always on her mind or whatever. should i be flattered? no. i mean she makes it seem like we had sex and we went out for months and i suddenly dumped her. we were hooking up for a little. i made clear to her we were. it's not my fault that she can't understand it. i mean i have no problem being friends but really i don't like at all the way she portrays in the least bit. i mean, i can't tell her not to write what she writes because that would be going against my own thoughts on "free expression" on journals so that's why i'm not bringing it up with her.
note: i am not complaining right now... so i was under the impression that i was getting a lizard from some of my friends for my b-day and i guess i was looking forward to it but it's ok, i mean again. i have nothing to complain about i just thought it would have been mad pimp to get a lizard but it's all good.
so i have had this urge (if that is what i would call it) to start talking to cylia again, i mean it was really sweet of her to wish me a happy birthday on my b-day (btw, we aren't speaking) i guess i will i don't know. i guess it was dick of me to write but it's how i feel and i can't help that. whatever. i am so mad (not really i am in a great mood, just annoyed) at sylvia, lillian, and rosi. they promised me they were going to my party but then they decide to go clubbing, i just thought it was dick because i thought they would have wanted to come but whatever.
i realized how happy i am with joanna and how i don't really need/want to people who don't care. and i know i have said this but it really is true, i don't care. i am just in a great mood and she is just amazing. she really is different (in the sense in how much i like her) i don't get jealous at all, but with her i do. not like freakishly jealous i just want her to my own. sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive
sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive sorry if i am repetitive... lol i have to much fun alone.
well i guess that is my update. btw, the reason i don't update nearly as much i want to is b/c my internet explorer is totally FUCKED UP and i to look at any web pages i have to go to AOL which is annoying. peace
because I am due for a miracle
I’m waiting for a sign
I stare straight, into the sun
and I wont close my eyes
until I understand or go blind- Thrice