PROBLEMS
thats sumthing I have a lot of!! I spent a lot of tyme cryin because I talked to Rashaad today I really love him and wana be with him more than anything!! I kno this me n Prophet thing has bothered him and shit if I was him Id be soo pissed!! but Ima be completely honest with him Im not gona hold back one thing I told him I was cumin to chill with him tomarrow and I am JUS HIM!!!!! he made a few smart ass remarks about me not caren but he knows I do!! It really sucks to be pulled in two different ways so strongly and I took things with Prophet real far hahaha tha shits not funny it gon be sooo hard to tell him especially when I see him but I think its rite Im not sure exactly what Ima say to him but I got a good idea bout what I have to say to Rashaad he my other half thats what its suposed to be STEPHANIE & RASHAAD thas how everyone in shalimar thinks of us I used to get soo much shit for that!! but thats how its suposed to be!! I hope everything turns out ok!! hopefuly we will be married in like a year!! he actuall has brought it up a couple of tymes !! he sumone I could be loyal to!! wish me luck tomarrow!!!!