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just when i thought things were alright.
you came in &broke my heart.
my stomach's full of butterflies.
the thought of you gone, it tears me apart.
i remember you &me when we used to
laugh all night until we fell asleep, oh.
&i know we're through
but i've still got thoughts of you left inside my head.
i am in an afjkslasfjdlsjf amazing mood like woaaaah. its complicated.
more complicated then anything ever?
i realized something tonight. that i screw myself over caring about youu?
& at first, it made me feel like shiiit. but now? oh. its an amazing feeling?
maybe, realizing how i felt& admitting it, instead of being in denial helped me? cause, im so extroardinarily?sp? HAAAAAAAAAPPYY :). yaaababy. & i talked to mace face tonight. :) its only been like 9943085035 yeaars. &OHOHOH. i got some things off my mind?
the only thing im worried about right now is school.
everything else is..low on my list.
especially this whole single business. FUUUCKIT. i dont needa boy to be happyyy. if i find one i care about, great.:) if not, im not gonna fret about it. they just end up complicated, messy, & bad. & end up alwaaays hurting someone. soyayforshelbyyyy.
theres so many happy emotions? its freaakin me ouuut. AAHHHHH<3<3.
p.s.[i knew youde come crawling back.]
you came in &broke my heart.
my stomach's full of butterflies.
the thought of you gone, it tears me apart.
i remember you &me when we used to
laugh all night until we fell asleep, oh.
&i know we're through
but i've still got thoughts of you left inside my head.
i am in an afjkslasfjdlsjf amazing mood like woaaaah. its complicated.
more complicated then anything ever?
i realized something tonight. that i screw myself over caring about youu?
& at first, it made me feel like shiiit. but now? oh. its an amazing feeling?
maybe, realizing how i felt& admitting it, instead of being in denial helped me? cause, im so extroardinarily?sp? HAAAAAAAAAPPYY :). yaaababy. & i talked to mace face tonight. :) its only been like 9943085035 yeaars. &OHOHOH. i got some things off my mind?
the only thing im worried about right now is school.
everything else is..low on my list.
especially this whole single business. FUUUCKIT. i dont needa boy to be happyyy. if i find one i care about, great.:) if not, im not gonna fret about it. they just end up complicated, messy, & bad. & end up alwaaays hurting someone. soyayforshelbyyyy.
theres so many happy emotions? its freaakin me ouuut. AAHHHHH<3<3.
p.s.[i knew youde come crawling back.]