thats ill yo. hahahahaha <3 char.
well. i just got back from payson. it was cool. i needed the time to relax&, the weather there is amazing. we went to this pool called chapparel? & i met louis. :) i absolutely love that boy. hes 16& drove me practically everywhere. but, i only got to hang out w/him for a day. he lives in phoenix& was visiting his family too. hes such a gentlemen& pretty much the most gorgeous boy ever. & the scenary is absolutely beautiful. i went on a walk alone. just around the neighborhood& explored a bit. there was a part of me that didnt want to leave, & it almost happened. when my parents came up yesterday they talked 'bout moving there. but, we realized that none of us would make it there. its a dead-end town. though, i love it. & on the drive home my dad pulled the car over so i could look at the stars. i havent seen that many in my entire life. & stars are my favorite things in the world. they can bring a smile to my face at anytime. so, of course i didnt want to get back in the car. but, once i got home i felt relieved. it was nice to talk to jared&stuff once i got home too. for some reason, i was feeling really rejected last night, & he of course, cheered me up. ive been feeling like that a lot lately. & i dont know why? i have the most wonderful people in my life right now, & i couldnt ask for more. :) & before i left for payson, i saw stephen finally. we just hung out at the mall& then back to his house later that night. it was fun stuff. he squished me though. HAHA. & my throat has been hurting since last night real bad. so, i woke up this morning& i could hardly talk. im thinking i might have tonsilitis? or something like that. i shure hope not. thatd be TERRIBLE. OMF. lsfjlfjds. but, if i do then i guess icecream& rest wouldnt be so bad. i realized today how unprepared i am for 9TH grade. & for the rest of my life. i still feel immature&, like a kid. im not ready for it all. im so childish. i remember wanting to grow up so bad when i was little. & now, i wish i was little again. how ironic. i might see my ditababy tonight. i want to real bad. & then, if im feeling up to it, im hopefully hanging out w/claire tomorrow. i love those girls, so that should be cool. :-] im all smileys right now. no matter how sick& lonely i feel. i cant help but smiling& laughing my bootay off every chance i get. im enjoying it. plus, i have about 4 different types of ice cream&, maybe taco bell for dinner? so, im all set. if babycakes doesnt come over tonight, then im going to have a lifetime night. WOOT. haha. how lame. <3 <3