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I'm so fed up with this shit.
It's not fare.
I can't do it anymore.
Session Start (froggyfan51789:Scott): Sun Mar 25 16:36:43 2007
[16:36:44] Scott: kkattt
[16:36:50] froggyfan51789: scott
[16:37:00] Scott: hows it going?
[16:37:11] froggyfan51789: good
[16:37:14] froggyfan51789: how are u
[16:37:28] Scott: im alright
[16:37:32] froggyfan51789: cool
[16:37:36] Scott: sure
[16:37:45] Scott: wutcha been up to?
[16:37:47] froggyfan51789: nm
[16:37:48] froggyfan51789: hw
[16:38:00] Scott: exciting
[16:38:14] froggyfan51789: very
[16:38:39] Scott: can ya do anything or ya stuck home?
[16:39:00] froggyfan51789: im not leaving my house today
[16:39:36] Scott: k
[16:40:13] Scott: another time then
[16:40:45] froggyfan51789: ok
[16:41:55] Scott: if u even want to hang
[16:42:32] froggyfan51789: hrm?
[16:43:00] Scott: if u even want to hang with me
[16:43:14] froggyfan51789: why wouldnt i
[16:44:15] Scott: i dunno, ive been trying to get together and talk with cha, it just seems very difficult
[16:44:21] Scott: but thats just me
[16:44:27] froggyfan51789: indeed
[16:44:29] froggyfan51789: it is
[16:44:43] froggyfan51789: I just dont feel like going out of my house today
[16:44:54] Scott: its ok... we have those days sometimes
[16:44:57] froggyfan51789: i dont feel like putting any makeup on...and changing
[16:45:32] Scott: k, eventhough u dont need makeup anyways
[16:45:46] froggyfan51789: sure I do
[16:46:19] Scott: i found u naturally beautiful when u didnt have any one, but again, thats just me
[16:47:04] Scott: on*
[16:47:18] froggyfan51789: ok
[16:48:35] Scott: im srry kat.. i just rly miss u
[16:48:47] froggyfan51789: why are you saying sorry
[16:49:08] Scott: for saying it
[16:49:26] Scott: because we're supposed to just be "friends"
[16:49:50] froggyfan51789: indeed we are
[16:50:49] Scott: ..indeed
[16:52:42] Scott: but wutever we're supposed to be doesnt change what i want us to be
[16:53:34] froggyfan51789: I'm aware
[16:54:12] Scott: -sigh- yeah
[16:54:18] froggyfan51789: yep
[16:55:45] Scott: kat do you understand how im feeling?
[16:55:51] froggyfan51789: yep
[16:56:02] Scott: can i might get something a little more than yep?
[16:56:10] froggyfan51789: well
[16:56:15] froggyfan51789: what do you want me to say?
[16:56:38] Scott: i guess there is nothing u can say
[16:56:44] froggyfan51789: exactly
[16:57:58] froggyfan51789: So how many more times are we going to go over this?
[16:58:36] Scott: untill i stop loving you
[16:58:57] froggyfan51789: let me repeat my question
[16:59:03] froggyfan51789: how many more times are we going to go over this?
[16:59:19] Scott: what do you want me to say?
[17:00:19] froggyfan51789: I dont want you to say anything, I want us to stop having these pointless and repetitive conversations that go nowhere
[17:00:48] Scott: i just dont understand
[17:00:58] Scott: i rly dont
[17:01:00] froggyfan51789: what dont you understand
[17:01:04] Scott: everything
[17:01:09] Scott: why people change?
[17:01:10] froggyfan51789: vague
[17:01:13] Scott: why do things have to change?
[17:01:24] Scott: -sigh-
[17:01:47] froggyfan51789: because
[17:01:49] froggyfan51789: it happens
[17:02:00] froggyfan51789: your not supposed to always understand
[17:02:08] froggyfan51789: your supposed to be able to accept
[17:02:10] froggyfan51789: and then move on
[17:02:16] froggyfan51789: I've had to do it too
[17:03:58] Scott: bye
[17:04:06] froggyfan51789: scott
[17:04:16] Scott: there is nothing else i can say
[17:04:22] froggyfan51789: =(
[17:04:36] froggyfan51789: We dont have to talk about this then
[17:06:32] froggyfan51789: Scott
[17:07:05] froggyfan51789: Scott
[17:07:08] froggyfan51789: James
[17:07:23] Scott: im here
[17:07:43] froggyfan51789: are you sure?
[17:08:09] Scott: most of me is here
[17:08:24] froggyfan51789: where's the other part?
[17:08:52] Scott: not sure exactly
[17:09:01] froggyfan51789: =(
[17:10:19] froggyfan51789: I don't know what to do to make you happy Scott
[17:10:43] Scott: i dont know either.. it feels like i just been thru all this pain
[17:11:06] Scott: ur heart can only be broken so many times untill there is nothing left to break
[17:12:14] froggyfan51789: Boy do I know it
[17:13:47] froggyfan51789: You know, your not the only one who has gone through this or is going through this right now
[17:14:14] Scott: ok, how are you then?
[17:14:28] froggyfan51789: what?
[17:14:38] Scott: nvm
[17:14:44] froggyfan51789: how am I?
[17:14:46] Scott: thought something else
[17:14:53] Scott: -sigh-
[17:14:57] froggyfan51789: I'm pretty shitty come to think of it
[17:15:29] Scott: more things in common we have
[17:15:41] froggyfan51789: rlly
[17:16:00] froggyfan51789: how fascinating
[17:17:08] Scott: what do you want me to do?
[17:17:57] froggyfan51789: Let go
[17:18:04] Scott: no
[17:18:07] froggyfan51789: why?
[17:18:34] Scott: because and i cant, nor do i want to
[17:18:45] froggyfan51789: why cant you?
[17:19:01] Scott: cause i care for youu and want to be with u and miss you and love you and all sorts of other shit i cant even explain
[17:19:06] Scott: i just cant
[17:19:38] froggyfan51789: If you care/love/etc. then why can't you try to uderstand how I feel?
[17:20:30] Scott: because it dont want to see whats rly there
[17:20:44] froggyfan51789: that didnt make sense
[17:21:11] Scott: i dunno
[17:29:52] Scott: k
[17:29:59] froggyfan51789: k?
[17:29:59] *** Auto-response from Scott: ...to me, you're strange and you're beautiful.
[17:30:07] Scott: i asked u a question
[17:30:16] froggyfan51789: you did?
[17:30:22] froggyfan51789: what?
[17:30:29] froggyfan51789: you said i dunno
[17:30:35] Scott: Kerritharr10 (5:21:08 PM): i dunno
Kerritharr10 (5:21:50 PM): how do u truely feel kat?
[17:30:49] froggyfan51789: oo
[17:30:50] froggyfan51789: sorry
[17:30:53] froggyfan51789: I didnt get that
[17:31:01] Scott: k
[17:31:11] froggyfan51789: be more specific
[17:31:29] Scott: how do u truely feel about me now?
[17:32:13] froggyfan51789: hold. thinking.
[17:33:46] froggyfan51789: I'm going to try to do this in a nutshell, ok?
[17:34:16] Scott: i love you
[17:34:19] Scott: in a nutshell
[17:34:25] Scott: i have to go
[17:34:30] froggyfan51789: what
[17:34:34] froggyfan51789: are you serious?
[17:34:37] froggyfan51789: where are you going
[17:35:16] froggyfan51789: SCOTT JAMES
[17:35:20] Scott: well emotionally before i pass out... and physically to my dad for dinner
[17:35:28] froggyfan51789: are you
[17:35:33] froggyfan51789: fucking kidding me
[17:35:40] froggyfan51789: AEOIFHUA GUAERI89ARAWE R9AWE 98PAWE
[17:35:43] Scott: what?
[17:35:51] froggyfan51789: I cnat do this anymore
[17:36:07] froggyfan51789: Im so fucking fed up with going over this over and over and fucking over
[17:36:12] froggyfan51789: again
[17:36:12] froggyfan51789: and
[17:36:13] froggyfan51789: again
[17:36:15] froggyfan51789: and again
[17:36:16] Scott: then love me
[17:36:20] froggyfan51789: WHAT
[17:36:22] Scott: love me..
[17:36:27] froggyfan51789: you can FORCE someone to LOVE YOU
[17:36:56] froggyfan51789: and i dont understand why you LOVE me when you sure as hell know I dont love you back, hy love someone when they dont love you back?
[17:37:02] froggyfan51789: whats the fucking point
[17:37:04] froggyfan51789: oh wait
[17:37:07] froggyfan51789: THERE SINT ONE
[17:37:17] *** "Scott" signed off at Sun Mar 25 17:37:17 2007.
It's not fare.
I can't do it anymore.
Session Start (froggyfan51789:Scott): Sun Mar 25 16:36:43 2007
[16:36:44] Scott: kkattt
[16:36:50] froggyfan51789: scott
[16:37:00] Scott: hows it going?
[16:37:11] froggyfan51789: good
[16:37:14] froggyfan51789: how are u
[16:37:28] Scott: im alright
[16:37:32] froggyfan51789: cool
[16:37:36] Scott: sure
[16:37:45] Scott: wutcha been up to?
[16:37:47] froggyfan51789: nm
[16:37:48] froggyfan51789: hw
[16:38:00] Scott: exciting
[16:38:14] froggyfan51789: very
[16:38:39] Scott: can ya do anything or ya stuck home?
[16:39:00] froggyfan51789: im not leaving my house today
[16:39:36] Scott: k
[16:40:13] Scott: another time then
[16:40:45] froggyfan51789: ok
[16:41:55] Scott: if u even want to hang
[16:42:32] froggyfan51789: hrm?
[16:43:00] Scott: if u even want to hang with me
[16:43:14] froggyfan51789: why wouldnt i
[16:44:15] Scott: i dunno, ive been trying to get together and talk with cha, it just seems very difficult
[16:44:21] Scott: but thats just me
[16:44:27] froggyfan51789: indeed
[16:44:29] froggyfan51789: it is
[16:44:43] froggyfan51789: I just dont feel like going out of my house today
[16:44:54] Scott: its ok... we have those days sometimes
[16:44:57] froggyfan51789: i dont feel like putting any makeup on...and changing
[16:45:32] Scott: k, eventhough u dont need makeup anyways
[16:45:46] froggyfan51789: sure I do
[16:46:19] Scott: i found u naturally beautiful when u didnt have any one, but again, thats just me
[16:47:04] Scott: on*
[16:47:18] froggyfan51789: ok
[16:48:35] Scott: im srry kat.. i just rly miss u
[16:48:47] froggyfan51789: why are you saying sorry
[16:49:08] Scott: for saying it
[16:49:26] Scott: because we're supposed to just be "friends"
[16:49:50] froggyfan51789: indeed we are
[16:50:49] Scott: ..indeed
[16:52:42] Scott: but wutever we're supposed to be doesnt change what i want us to be
[16:53:34] froggyfan51789: I'm aware
[16:54:12] Scott: -sigh- yeah
[16:54:18] froggyfan51789: yep
[16:55:45] Scott: kat do you understand how im feeling?
[16:55:51] froggyfan51789: yep
[16:56:02] Scott: can i might get something a little more than yep?
[16:56:10] froggyfan51789: well
[16:56:15] froggyfan51789: what do you want me to say?
[16:56:38] Scott: i guess there is nothing u can say
[16:56:44] froggyfan51789: exactly
[16:57:58] froggyfan51789: So how many more times are we going to go over this?
[16:58:36] Scott: untill i stop loving you
[16:58:57] froggyfan51789: let me repeat my question
[16:59:03] froggyfan51789: how many more times are we going to go over this?
[16:59:19] Scott: what do you want me to say?
[17:00:19] froggyfan51789: I dont want you to say anything, I want us to stop having these pointless and repetitive conversations that go nowhere
[17:00:48] Scott: i just dont understand
[17:00:58] Scott: i rly dont
[17:01:00] froggyfan51789: what dont you understand
[17:01:04] Scott: everything
[17:01:09] Scott: why people change?
[17:01:10] froggyfan51789: vague
[17:01:13] Scott: why do things have to change?
[17:01:24] Scott: -sigh-
[17:01:47] froggyfan51789: because
[17:01:49] froggyfan51789: it happens
[17:02:00] froggyfan51789: your not supposed to always understand
[17:02:08] froggyfan51789: your supposed to be able to accept
[17:02:10] froggyfan51789: and then move on
[17:02:16] froggyfan51789: I've had to do it too
[17:03:58] Scott: bye
[17:04:06] froggyfan51789: scott
[17:04:16] Scott: there is nothing else i can say
[17:04:22] froggyfan51789: =(
[17:04:36] froggyfan51789: We dont have to talk about this then
[17:06:32] froggyfan51789: Scott
[17:07:05] froggyfan51789: Scott
[17:07:08] froggyfan51789: James
[17:07:23] Scott: im here
[17:07:43] froggyfan51789: are you sure?
[17:08:09] Scott: most of me is here
[17:08:24] froggyfan51789: where's the other part?
[17:08:52] Scott: not sure exactly
[17:09:01] froggyfan51789: =(
[17:10:19] froggyfan51789: I don't know what to do to make you happy Scott
[17:10:43] Scott: i dont know either.. it feels like i just been thru all this pain
[17:11:06] Scott: ur heart can only be broken so many times untill there is nothing left to break
[17:12:14] froggyfan51789: Boy do I know it
[17:13:47] froggyfan51789: You know, your not the only one who has gone through this or is going through this right now
[17:14:14] Scott: ok, how are you then?
[17:14:28] froggyfan51789: what?
[17:14:38] Scott: nvm
[17:14:44] froggyfan51789: how am I?
[17:14:46] Scott: thought something else
[17:14:53] Scott: -sigh-
[17:14:57] froggyfan51789: I'm pretty shitty come to think of it
[17:15:29] Scott: more things in common we have
[17:15:41] froggyfan51789: rlly
[17:16:00] froggyfan51789: how fascinating
[17:17:08] Scott: what do you want me to do?
[17:17:57] froggyfan51789: Let go
[17:18:04] Scott: no
[17:18:07] froggyfan51789: why?
[17:18:34] Scott: because and i cant, nor do i want to
[17:18:45] froggyfan51789: why cant you?
[17:19:01] Scott: cause i care for youu and want to be with u and miss you and love you and all sorts of other shit i cant even explain
[17:19:06] Scott: i just cant
[17:19:38] froggyfan51789: If you care/love/etc. then why can't you try to uderstand how I feel?
[17:20:30] Scott: because it dont want to see whats rly there
[17:20:44] froggyfan51789: that didnt make sense
[17:21:11] Scott: i dunno
[17:29:52] Scott: k
[17:29:59] froggyfan51789: k?
[17:29:59] *** Auto-response from Scott: ...to me, you're strange and you're beautiful.
[17:30:07] Scott: i asked u a question
[17:30:16] froggyfan51789: you did?
[17:30:22] froggyfan51789: what?
[17:30:29] froggyfan51789: you said i dunno
[17:30:35] Scott: Kerritharr10 (5:21:08 PM): i dunno
Kerritharr10 (5:21:50 PM): how do u truely feel kat?
[17:30:49] froggyfan51789: oo
[17:30:50] froggyfan51789: sorry
[17:30:53] froggyfan51789: I didnt get that
[17:31:01] Scott: k
[17:31:11] froggyfan51789: be more specific
[17:31:29] Scott: how do u truely feel about me now?
[17:32:13] froggyfan51789: hold. thinking.
[17:33:46] froggyfan51789: I'm going to try to do this in a nutshell, ok?
[17:34:16] Scott: i love you
[17:34:19] Scott: in a nutshell
[17:34:25] Scott: i have to go
[17:34:30] froggyfan51789: what
[17:34:34] froggyfan51789: are you serious?
[17:34:37] froggyfan51789: where are you going
[17:35:16] froggyfan51789: SCOTT JAMES
[17:35:20] Scott: well emotionally before i pass out... and physically to my dad for dinner
[17:35:28] froggyfan51789: are you
[17:35:33] froggyfan51789: fucking kidding me
[17:35:40] froggyfan51789: AEOIFHUA GUAERI89ARAWE R9AWE 98PAWE
[17:35:43] Scott: what?
[17:35:51] froggyfan51789: I cnat do this anymore
[17:36:07] froggyfan51789: Im so fucking fed up with going over this over and over and fucking over
[17:36:12] froggyfan51789: again
[17:36:12] froggyfan51789: and
[17:36:13] froggyfan51789: again
[17:36:15] froggyfan51789: and again
[17:36:16] Scott: then love me
[17:36:20] froggyfan51789: WHAT
[17:36:22] Scott: love me..
[17:36:27] froggyfan51789: you can FORCE someone to LOVE YOU
[17:36:56] froggyfan51789: and i dont understand why you LOVE me when you sure as hell know I dont love you back, hy love someone when they dont love you back?
[17:37:02] froggyfan51789: whats the fucking point
[17:37:04] froggyfan51789: oh wait
[17:37:07] froggyfan51789: THERE SINT ONE
[17:37:17] *** "Scott" signed off at Sun Mar 25 17:37:17 2007.