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So Jesse read my journals from the past few weeks and got an unpleasant surprise. He was shocked to read how pissed I was at him. I can't believe that he expected me to be okay with the events of the past week or so. Most females I know wouldn't do well with the whole "I don't know if I'm going to leave you or not" thing, so he shouldn't be surprised that I was upset with him. I came home from work and he said "So, I'm an inconsiderate jerk, huh?" And I said "Yes, sometimes." Which I think he expected me to deny. Oh well. We're doing a lot better now. I love him and want to stay with him, but I'm not about to let him walk all over me. I have done nothing but be there for him, and if he can't be there for me, then what the hell do I need him for?