the gae experience!
i'm in chicago right now! and had a wonderful night the other night...
i was asked to hang out by G. and i thought that i wasnt really that interested, and that we would go to a movie and chat, since we have a pretty good conversational rhythm. but when i got to his house, he suggested that we carve a pumpkin? well needless to say i wasnt really into it. so we did.. stuff? well as per usual he played his music, which ALWAYS makes me awkward as hell. but anyways why in heavens name am i always so attracted to the strangest and most alarming guys? and why can i be so easily wooed by boys who can sing and will dance with me?
he definatly took me out on the porch and we danced in the weird misty rain and he sung. about farts and poop. clearly he is just the type of guy i need.
most strange and endearing part of the evening is when he convinced me to stay over, and we started talking about love... not by my choice!! he asked me if i had ever been in love... i said of course yes... i mean really after the whole james drama, how else can i explain how blind i was. when i returned the question, if he had ever been in love, he said that he never had... why oh why do i like these people who clearly are incomplete?
i havent had sex that good in ages! except his nails were TERRIBLE ouch! i am hoping that this will actually work out. granted if it does, it will only work out for the next month, because i am leaving nov. 24th ah well. it might be nice to get involved in something even just for that short period of time... we just get along so well!!
but i cant help but worry about how this all started. but she did say that we wasnt interested. so i figure he is fair game.
ah well i must be going to see the streets of chicago! i hope that i can figure out all this out.. im sure i can.
i was asked to hang out by G. and i thought that i wasnt really that interested, and that we would go to a movie and chat, since we have a pretty good conversational rhythm. but when i got to his house, he suggested that we carve a pumpkin? well needless to say i wasnt really into it. so we did.. stuff? well as per usual he played his music, which ALWAYS makes me awkward as hell. but anyways why in heavens name am i always so attracted to the strangest and most alarming guys? and why can i be so easily wooed by boys who can sing and will dance with me?
he definatly took me out on the porch and we danced in the weird misty rain and he sung. about farts and poop. clearly he is just the type of guy i need.
most strange and endearing part of the evening is when he convinced me to stay over, and we started talking about love... not by my choice!! he asked me if i had ever been in love... i said of course yes... i mean really after the whole james drama, how else can i explain how blind i was. when i returned the question, if he had ever been in love, he said that he never had... why oh why do i like these people who clearly are incomplete?
i havent had sex that good in ages! except his nails were TERRIBLE ouch! i am hoping that this will actually work out. granted if it does, it will only work out for the next month, because i am leaving nov. 24th ah well. it might be nice to get involved in something even just for that short period of time... we just get along so well!!
but i cant help but worry about how this all started. but she did say that we wasnt interested. so i figure he is fair game.
ah well i must be going to see the streets of chicago! i hope that i can figure out all this out.. im sure i can.